Hi there Sammi Jane!

No I havent told anyone! Only my mum knows. I do feel though that I am really starting to isolate myself a lot more because to be honest I feel and I know this is really silly and I cant believe Im saying it- embarrased! I feel embarassed that everyone must be looking and talking about poor me. They do know that I had a small op, so they obviosly know that Ive been trying so I kind of dont want to be faced with the possibility of having to talk about it! I cry myself to sleep most nights because not only did I have something wrong with me (mild endo) but now weve discovered my DH has low morph and low DNA frag- every test we do it keeps getting worse and worse and i feel my dream keeps moving further away. So its been really tough for me and my DH and to be honest Im not coping all that well, Im very emotional and snappy and unsociable! I look around at all my friends and there problems and i think -if only you knew what im going through!

Anyway Ive poored my little heart out! I feel a bit better now!