Chez - Just wanted to reinforce what Ellie said - We are all here for each other no matter what... you can't possibly compare yourself to anyone, only yourself, and this is the first time YOU'VE had to go through this, and thats all that matters xxxx

I hope that you get the outcome you're hoping for tomorrow... Remember that follie may have more than one egg.. you never know!!

And in regards to the emotion... thats the drugs, and thats why they call AC a rollercoaster ride!!!! The visualisation is really powerful, too, so that would have made a big impact on you.. add the fact that your DH is away... OMG I WOULD have cried!!!

For you and all the best for tomorrow xxx

Love Holly
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