Hi everyone

Mel - so sorry to hear that you have had a cr@ppy weekend as well! We must be due for some good luck soon surely? I wish I could say something to make it better but the grieving is an inevitable and necessary part of all of this, so I am finding.

Megan - so sorry to hear about your DH. You are absolutely right - he is the priority at the moment. My DF has just left for a visit to each of the capital cities this week - with all of the news of the terrorist attacks overseas my over emotional brain is worried about him and his safety... I wish you and DH the best of luck for a speedy recovery.

Ellie - good luck in your new job today!

BW - wow scan day already... you must let us know the results hun, good luck!

Hippymum - you sound like you have been through some trauma of your own recently and now moving house as well - good luck with it all and thanks for the info on the supplements.

Sparkles, Jo, Sonya and Rols' DW - good luck with your cycles. I hope to hear some good news from you guys soon!

Holly - thanks for your offer of the CD. I have sent you an e-mail with my details.

From me, my FS rang me first thing this morning, which was really nice. She was very understanding and said that they may never know why the egg didn't fertilise properly - she does know that the egg looked very health on Saturday, but it just may have been one of those eggs that wasn't going to fertilise. So will make an appointment to see her this week to discuss options and have a plan in place so when AF arrives we can get going again! Today is my first day of sick leave - I have decided to take it anyway because mentally I am not in any state to be working or trying to act normally at the moment. I find that the grief comes in waves every few hours, and I just start crying at the smallest of things - even watching TV sends me off. So I am not sure what I am going to do with myself this week without going stir crazy. I might dig out my collection of Sex and the City DVDs and watch them - there aren't too many babies (except for a couple of episodes) in them!

To everyone else, I hope everything is going to plan for you. There are so many people in here now that someone needs to get pg real soon as I can't keep track of what is going on with everyone!
Take care all and will pop back in later,
Cheryl xxx