Cheryl,
Babe, i am so sorry. I know what that is like to be typing through the tears. I wish i was there with you to give you a big hug. I know nothing can take the pain away but we are here for you beautiful girl. Being by yourself is difficult, We won't let you go through this alone, so anything we can do for you just ask. Your dreams will come true and Rols is right, now you can prepare yourself because so many woman have a bad 1st cycle and success ont he second.
You are a strong woman and you will get through this but others are right, it is important to grieve.
Hey, have not had a great morning either, AF came to town 2 days late after getting my hopes up. I can't help but look aver everything and think, what the hell am i doing wrong. I don't deserve this!! So a hot water bottle and a few naprogesics (which i hate taking but i am rebeling this month and need a break) and i have been watching the Diana Concert. God that woman was and remains amazing. If you can watch it, do, it is a great show. I wish one day i can touch lives in a fraction of the way she has. So much love and peace....and every now and then a update on the terrorist attemps in the last couple of days. God it makes me mad and make my problems small in the scheme of things. But it is fine for us to have moments of self absorbtion sometimes i think. This sort of thing makes me cry, i know i am a bit of a sap, but i love music and how it can bring the world together. I wish more of this sort of thing can happen.
So not a good day but i am handling it well so far. The next few days are the hardest i think, so will be looking for a pick up soon i think.
Sparkles, if you are needing a floor to sleep on, contact me, although we are going to be 1/2 hour out of london in a 1 bed flat, it might help you in this expensive little country. Hope your trip goes well. Our house is always open to fellow aussies. My hubby is 1/2 Italian and we lived there for 6 months 8 years ago, in the north in a little town called Albenga. Love it and you will to. If you are goin to the Cinque Terre and are looking for somewhere to stay, let me know and i can point in the right direction. An amazing country to follow your spirit and lose your inabitions! Have a ball. Not a Slug and Lettuce in sight!!!
BG, Painting, sounds fun and a good distraction. Have fun.
Nic, Good luck and my fingers are crossed for you.
Kotare, all the best for trigger. Keep us intouch.
Loula, Yes, we are starting the IVF journey over here and don't have all the info yet. As soon as i have facts and not just what people have told me i will let you know. We are about to move to Brentwood in Essex and there is a Fertility clinic there. So when we move and have gone through registering again, you know how it is. We will go in and get started. My fingers are crossed that we are covered for our first cycle as we are skint. However i am aware it is not always plain sailing. We wanted to go to the Homeopathic Hospital as they have a womans clinic and treat endo etc however teh PCT where we live won't fund us on NHS. I have appealed with no luck. So although they offer free NHS treatment, it is not always to everyone, everywhere. My fingers are crossed and i amd staying optimistic. I am sure we will get a lucky break and hopefully a successful and comfortable treatment. I am quite nervous to be honest. I get very anxious easily these days have not been coping well with the heart ache.
We are in line for some good luck.
Everyone, hubby and I are holding your hand the whole way. You are not alone.
I know nothing can take the pain away but we are here for you beautiful girl. Being by yourself is difficult, We won't let you go through this alone, so anything we can do for you just ask. Your dreams will come true and Rols is right, now you can prepare yourself because so many woman have a bad 1st cycle and success ont he second.
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