Sorry, havent been around lately either but have been reading the posts. Just havent had the heart. We had our FET. So anxious the embryo wouldnt make it to thaw. It did. Period arrived four days early on Sun morning. Devastated. Dont know where we are supposed to go now. Donor...?? I had dreams about little babies last night, DH asked if he was in them, i said no . Oh it just hurts.