Long Term TTC & Assisted Conception June/July 2013

[juniper76]

Jasmine, I'm so sorry to hear that, hun. Have you called your FS this morning? It's always heartbreaking when you feel like you didn't even have a chance because it was over too soon.

Afm, feel like AF is on the way and pretty sure I don't need a HPT to tell me this cycle is another BFN... Called in sick for work (didn't have anything to do aside from one phone call, which I'll do from home, so manager said yes to me staying home). Didn't want to risk AF starting while I was at work. Shouldn't start today though because I've had a 17-18 day LP after my last 2 IUIs, so would be odd to have a 13 day LP this time. But I feel like she could be here any minute, so I'm all on edge about it... If that makes sense?

[Emma09]

Jasmine- sorry to hear you are going through this
Hope you get some answers soon....

Juniper- sucks that AF is on her way
Although- its not over till she arrives!

AFM-
I'm over it..... Big time!
I have so many friends that are UTD at the moment---- it's freakin hard
I've also discovered that my 'friends' who were supportive at that start (ie weren't pregnant themselves but TTC)
Are now vanishing into oblivion.
I'm becoming bitter an I hate it.
I see people all the time, but I never talk about TTC or IVF with anyone.
Nobody brings it up, so neither do I.
Sorry for the draining post- I don't even know if I said what I meant at all

[Bunnyfeet]

Hope you get good news today Jasmine
Juniper its not over till the fat lady sings!
Sorry you're having a hard time Emma. It's hard when all your friends and family have babies it gets harder to relate and can be isolating but if you reach out to a good friend you'll be surprised at how much they want to help x

[Emzy]

Hi Ladies Im currently 8dpo and this TWW is driving me nuts, my first cycle was cancelled due to OHSS and this is my first thaw cycle... looking for anyone else in the same boat to swap thoughts on symptoms etc...

[juniper76]

Hi and welcome, Emzy. If you scroll up to The List, you'll find a link to our TWW thread. FX you get good news in a few days!

Emma, hugs to you, sweetie. Our friends never brought it up, but would talk if we did. We just don't bring it up any more. It does feel like they're sick of hearing all the bad news, but maybe I'm just sick of sharing bad news?

Seems like a day for one of these:

[Jasmine00]

Juniper- Hang in there honey. I know cramps never feel like its going to end well but can also occur even if you are pregnant. As others have said.. It's not over till the witch arrives!! I am praying so hard that you are wrong and get BFP on Wednesday Xx

Emma- I'm hearing you! I'm so over this too.. I keep telling myself that I need to keep going but it's hard. I'm so tired of the constant stress and disappointment. Thinking of you Xx

Emzy- Welcome! Good luck in the TWW Xx

AFM- The nurse from the clinic said she would talk to the FS and then ring me back. She just called and said that he will personally call me this afternoon. In the meantime she said I can stop the Progynova & Crinone.. Apparently there is no way the embryo would have had time to implant when I started bleeding so heavy so soon after transfer.. Which I already knew!
No idea where to go from here. I'm not feeling good about this... Starting to feel like maybe my uterus is not capable of pregnancy

[Miss.B]

Jasmine, I'm so sorry this cycle is so stressful for you hun. I hope that you'll be able to come up with a good plan for your next cycle with your FS (should this one fail ). Big hugs again hun, and know that I'm thinking of you

Juniper, bugger about your AF symptoms. Hugs hun

Emma, I'm sorry you've got no support IRL in your TTC journey. You know we are always here for you hun

Rai, GL with your results today

Beestrong, FX for your lil embie today, I hope it's doing well and can be frozen

Emzy, welcome to bellybelly and GL in your 2WW

Hello to everyone else!

AFM, it's snot city here ATM (sorry for TMI ), my head feels like it's stuffed with cotton wool. At least this cold hopefully would have disappeared by the time I do my FET next month, FX..

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Juniper really hope your wrong about af remember its not over yet and hopefully your wrong and get your bfp you deserve with your blood test on Wednesday fx xxxxx

emma I completely understand what you mean I have been over it many times and just wanted to give up. Hope your feeling better this afternoon sending lots of hugs xx

Welcome Emzy hope your stay is short and sweet xxx

Jasmine i'm so sorry, Thinking of you and sending lots of hugs xxx

Bestrong good luck with your results today hope your embie is doing well and ready to freeze xxx

Miss.B Hope you feel better soon xxx

afm: my first hcg was 16 and my fs said she wanted this one to be 50 and it was 58 at 13dpo so i'm happy with that and since i'm neurotic I will be having
another blood test on Thursday and next Monday lol

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quick question: should I tell dp now or should I wait for Thursday after I get blood test results then?

[Jasmine00]

Rai- Personally I would tell DP now. I couldn't stand him not knowing. Congrats hun things are looking really good Xx

AFM- FS called and said he has no idea what went wrong either. I have an appointment for Wednesday and he is going to start investigating why I keep bleeding and can't get my lining to hold up. So back to more tests for me and god knows when I will be ready for another FET. Feel like just giving up now... It's back to square one and I don't know if I can do it all again...
Juniper I don't know where you should put me... Maybe in the taking a break section till I know what's going on. It's been a long day at work today.. Wish it was 5pm already!!

[Bunnyfeet]

I'm so sorry Jasmine that's so tough for you I'm hoping your fs gets to the bottom of this lining issue for you. Have you considered TCM and acupuncture as a support?

Congrats Rai its looking good for you so far!

[myturn]

Our friends never brought it up, but would talk if we did. We just don't bring it up any more. It does feel like they're sick of hearing all the bad news, but maybe I'm just sick of sharing bad news?

besides what are we supposed to say...? I don't talk about it either... It's not happening, and I just can't go there with friends all the time. I just want to feel okay and smile and enjoy myself when I can.

Sorry you are feeling avoided Emma

rai good news!!

Jasmine sorry babe, totally suckaroonies

miss b here's hoping the germs start leaving you alone.

Afm.... Weight loss not happening... Sigh... Probably because I am not exercising as much as I should. Lots of excuses. But anyway.... Thinking about next FET.... Guess AF will arrive next week sometime.... Weird cervical mucous happenings across the weekend, after the EWCM glob on Thursday, I had rubbery globs of something or other on the weekend.... Managed to DTD tues,thurs,Saturday... So if I'm going to be lucky and get a natural miracle... Then I think we would have caught it.... Not convinced anything natural could come my way... But you never know.... There's always hope.

Went for a job interview today.... It went really well, I think I have a good chance... Still don't know if I want to move, but at the same time I think it will be good for me to do something different. I suspect I will hear tomorrow if I am successful...

[juniper76]

Rai, great numbers!! I would have told DH at the first +HPT, so you've already waited longer than I ever did...

Jasmine, FX your FS can work out what happened and get you back on track for your BFP.

myturn, yes, forgetting about it for a while is the other reason to not bring it up. Glad to hear your interview went well. Good luck (for the job and for the natural miracle too)!

[Miss.B]

Jasmine, I really hope that you can get to the bottom of these lining issues. I know we should listen to our FS, but I hope that yours will work out what is causing the issue ATM before he lets you do another FET. It's important to have the 'perfect' environment in there for our precious lil embies. Big hugs hun, and hang in there

Rai, yay to the numbers going up nicely, keep up the good work And I would tell hubby for sure

Myturn, GL with your job application. I hope that you'll get it! I also hope that you've caught a good eggie

[Bestrong]

Jasmine, I am so sorry for you and I can totally understand it so hurts. Hope your doctor can give you a better solution for the next cycle and you will have BFP, there is a big hope because a 5-day embryo always has a good chance on making pregnancy.

Rai, congratulations, it is good news.

Thanks for everyone specially Miss B. Jasmine, Rai, keep praying for me for these two days and your pray must be working because it has been frozen today, it has 7 cells and it is class C+, and I am happy. I can't expect too much for this cycle, now I am having a break. I feel so tried today and maybe my AF is on the way.I had a short period cycle last month and I will have a short one again this month. I need to go to bed now.

[Bunnyfeet]

Well done Bestrong delighted for you

[juniper76]

Tuesday 9th July 2013


Waiting for EPU/O/IUI/FET or just something to happen!
Kel82 - waiting for August cycle, repeat lap in June
Curtysgirl - taking a break
JoeSpratt - taking a break
Sarah4Kurt - taking a break
Beau30 - taking a break
Jasmine00 - working out what went wrong (aka taking a break)
N2L - ???
Glorious - CD6
Miss B - CD9
CatyO - CD10
Bestrong (Rosemarry006) - CD16 4dpEPU
Myturn - CD24
Treenie86 - CD25
Emma - CD27
Williever - CD28
Ceejelz - CD46


Waiting for Transfer


Hanging out in the TWW (Stalk them here....LTTTC Two Week Wait 2013 # 3)
Bunnyfeet - CD22 3dp5dt
Rai - CD28 14dpIUI - 5/7 +HPT & hCG 19 @10dpo, 8/7 hCG 58 @13dpo!!
Juniper - CD28 15dpIUI


Got Their BFP in July


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[juniper76]

Squinter on the FRER for me today (15dpo), which means it's just residual pregnyl and I'm waiting for AF... Not bothering with the b/t tomorrow since I know it's BFN.