aw BW - i don't know what else to say at this point - i know exactly what you're feeling - that's what happened on my last cycle. keep your chin up hunny - and chuck another hot cross bun in the toaster. as i said in your journal, you can contact me at any time (my retail therapy is currently on hold - DH is going to be home in a bit over an hour, and he wants to help me spend up on a new sound system and DVD recorder - he's happy for me to go and buy them, but doesn't want me lugging stuff at the moment - nice!!)