ok, perhaps hate is too strong a word... more, I'm embarassed to be me...

Just knowing I've got that appointment to talk things through this evening has helped hugely. DH is supposed to be picking up puregon for me today (you go through 900IU vials damn quick when you take 300IU at a time!), I've asked him to find out how to go about getting hold of one of the clinic counsellors while he's there. I really can't go on not coping like this. Hopefully we can get on top of things before it gets any worse.

BW