Hi Girls,
Had a bit of a meltdown today. I was Godmother to my best friend's girl yesterday. It really was lovely to be asked and I love that I got to do it but it was really hard standing up there with them and then all day with everyone oohing and aahhing over her all day. Happy and sad over the whole thing which didnt come out till today. (I tend to melt down just after the stressful situation) We had a hit of tennis, which I totally suck at and I got in a downer at myself and decided to walk home while DH had a hit with friends. Anyhow it is 8km I think and I was walking along wondering why he didnt come get me and when I got home I found he had been home and then went out looking for me, without his phone! So then I stressed about how bad I was thinking all those nasty things about him when he was doing the right thing. It turned out he went a different way which is why he didnt see me etc etc. When he got home I was in tears. blah blah blah. I am such an emotional idoit!!!and this is BEFORE the drugs!! Cant wait till next week when I have hormonal hell as well.
Enough about me, I hope everyone in the TWW is coping ok. Hope all you girls are going wonderfully and growing those sticky little embies in there. Wishing the days away for you so testing gets here sooner for you all.
hi to everyone else.....
Big hugs from Sazz