Jo - i'm so glad you were able to get some options - and head into another cycle without a long wait! at least there is a solid plan in play - and that you only have to deal with either option one or two!

BW - glad you had a somewhat better day today and are coping with the anxity things now that you know what's causing them. i think you have a fair chance of getting a few days off work - just print some of your posts off here and i'm sure he'll see the stress your under!! enjoy your sleep in tomorrow morning - and rest up ready for the dreaded BT journey on sunday morning!

Ellie - thank you. i guess i hate it when i'm feeling mopey and there are other people in a worse situation - makes me feel like a sook! but i also know that every person is at a different point in their cycle - and what may be affecting me now can have the same impact as what another person is going through - that is physically worse - well, something that would seem a lot worse to the outside world anyway!!

well - dinner with Bro was nice, but i was so ready to come home early - i just can't seem to get comfy at the moment - if i'm sitting still then have to move, i feel all crampy and like i have to run off to the loo! ah well, such is life. Bro was making jokes about the whole IUI process with one of our friends that was also there - explaining in terms of farm animal AI - and as horrible as the analogy sounds - it was really funny conosidering we're country bumpkins that have spent a bit of time on farms and stuff! am loving being back at home now though, and relaxing on the couch....