Emma you've had a tough year, so be kind to yourself. I know you probably don't want to hear this (but I can't help myself, and I will say it anyway ) ... you have heaps of time sweetie - you can save up for another cycle in a couple of years if this one doesn't go the way we all hope it does for you xoxo I hope you don't need to, but there is that option.

Try not to get too far ahead of yourself, just stay in the moment Enjoy it while it's happening, because if it sticks, you will want to remember every joyous step in it's beautiful entirety.

xoxo