Just want to let people know that I'm ok. DH and I have had a wonderful day with over $300 of retail therapy between us (sure, some of it was a wedding present for friends, but who cares?). We had an interesting day trooping around Sydney, visited the company he used to work for, then the company he's about to start working for, punctuated by splurges of shopping, bracketed between appointments for me at each end of the day.

I have been in the bottom of a deep, dark pit of despair yesterday, but today I'm starting to find my sense of humour again. It's all in God's hands now. Not a place where I like to be, but it's the place I think I've needed to be all along.

Congrats to Arielle, and very big thank you hugs to everyone who's left supportive messages in the last couple of days.

BW