Juniper76 - Thankyou for your positive words.....deep down i do feel somewhat confident that it will happen one day...just hope it is soon before i'm tooo old and can't push the pram around....or i start looking like its grandma instead of mum!! LOL...yeah thats right i'm joking about it now..but imagine if it comes true..i'd be mortified...luckily i dont look my age yet..so possibly could get away with it for now... As for the weight thing i was 58 kilos when i met DH 5 years later i hovered around 65 kilos NOW since may i have reached 73KG's!!! Im heavy chested as well and my weight goes straight to my BB's and stomach area...my legs are skinny and i have a flat butt...oooooh my god!! the mental pic is embarrasssing!! I can't believe i'm actually telling you guys this...but i look embarrasingly out of proportion!!