thanks so much guys, as you have notices my mood has moved from depressed to sad, so a step in the right direction.

luvabub: thank you so much for your loving words, i know men are different, "they're from mars" after all and i think when dh is tired we all feel it. good luck for your epu, not long to go. make sure not to do anything afterwards, as you feel ok but it will hit you later on. i felt so tired and drained of energy. i'll be thinking of you.

rachel: thanks so much for your support also and everything, good luck for you too.

bub4me: welcome to this crazy club?, well maybe thats just me? anyway hope you're not here long and you get that BFP very soon, good luck.

smithy: not long to epu hope all goes well for you. good luck

hey everyone else: hi to you too.

afm: well i am feeling better today and making plans with dh for next FET. i think he says a lot of stuff when he is tired and i know he loves me lots. and at the end of the day i know we will have a baby. i have to have hope.
i will be calling the clinic today and letting them know and i want to see if i can do another FET this month.