Fishukie - im very sorry to hear your news. I understand your reasons and that is why we too have been unable to continue with treatment over the last 10 months or so. Im hoping that you concieve your natural mirical while you are waiting your 12 mths. Have you tryed Monash I was a public paitent there although i did have to travel east to west for treatment, but hay it was saving me a few $$$$$.

Jade - im sending you all my sticky vibes and hoping this is the one for you honey.

Megan - It looks like your stuck with me. Nursie said that i should be ok to go b4 gyn goes away with the dates i already have. She kinda gave me some possible date as long as my body does what its ment to, they are, scan 16/10, 17/10 start injections, 23/10 another scan, 25/10 epu, 28th (ish) et. So hope your going well.

Melbel - Your story does sound familiar. we were married in December last year and i had a et in the september befor as i thought it would be sods law that i would be pg for our wedding and honeymoon, i was but mc very early. I didnt care that i would be pg and didnt care that everyone was saying to me dont do it just wait. i would do it all over again if i was in the same situation. follow your heart.

Jane- It's so tricky with work I know, not to mention all the other emotions and drugs we have to deal with im feeling very fortuniate at the moment as i have transerved jobs and my new boss is amazing, she has been very understanding so far but i get the guilts about taking all this time. I really not someone who puts myself first and end up dooing all the things i shouldnt for others.

We'll Dh is thinking that this cycle wont work already as he feel it is too close to my operation at the begining of sept, he keeps telling me he thinks it will be another 2 or 3 cycles. im now too already to start to think will it, wont it and im feeling a little stressed with the desperation that it must work this time.

hi to all and catch up with you all again later tonight
xx