Oh bugger! I'm so sorry to hear that, FloJo.

I'm having a little bit of a stress attack over my FET at the moment... apparently my levels this time are way lower than last cycle. I'm finding EWCM, yet the clinic is saying I'm not ready to ovulate. They next want to see me on Monday. My anxiety levels are soaring, which also means ovulation should happen soon... yet my blood doesn't appear to agree with me. Looks like the transfer in the holidays isn't going to work out... unless I ovulate Tuesday, in which case transfer will be the Sunday before I return to work.

I think I'm generally finding this FET more difficult than the first one, simply because the first one was successful. There's a sense of expectation that this one will work because the first one did... which means the crash at the end if it doesn't work is going to be that much harder. So, of course, now I'm wondering if there's anyone out there who had their first cycle work, but miscarry, and then had the second not work? or work? Then again, I'm a pretty odd person when it comes to this IVF stuff - there's just not much I've done the normal way, so there's probably no point comparing myself to others.

Excuse the mindless, selfish babbling... it's a hell of a time to have my psychologist overseas for two months!

BW