Well where to begin. AF is just about gone and has been extremely well behaved which was great. Lucrin injection dash from my cousins wedding Friday night went well which was a relief. Started my Puregon injections Sat night at the lovely dose of 375IUs. All good there so far, no real side effects to speak of but I suppose, early days right??? Not so sure that no side effects is good though.
Had my BT bright and early yesterday morning to check on my estrogen levels and for the FS to see whether we need to increase or stay on the same dose of FSH. However, as we speak, I still don't have my next lot of instructions (I do normally get my next lot of instructions around lunch time the day of the BT). So I called my nurse at 4.50pm yesterday all worried as to what was going on. She apologised so many times and explained to myself that they haven't been able to get a hold of my FS at all . All I could assume was that he has been busy in surgery etc understandable but frustrating none the less. So had a quick chat with the nurse about my levels. Nothing official so to speak but she was trying to help me given the situation of not being able to contact the FS. I let her know that I was anxious to see how I responded on this dose of Puregon given that It was such a high dose. The response I received I didn't like and got me worried. Nurse let me know that I responded pretty much in the same way as my first cycle and then I was only on 175IUs of FSH. She told me that my estrogen levels at my BT last Thurs was 119 and then yesterday morning, was only slightly increased to 143. Not much difference if you ask me, especially for a daily FSH injection of 375. I have tried to rationalise it all, telling myself that I take my injections at 9.30pm and my first one was Sat night and so by the time BT rolled around on Tues morn, technically it was only 2 to 2.5days of FSH. So am hoping against hope it goes up. Last night though I hit the internet and looked up about the estrogen levels and now have myself in a state of worry. Im worried to say the least that things are going down the exact same path as last cycle. Is someone upstairs trying to tell me something??????
So spoke to the nurse this morning just to see if there is anything else I can be doing to get my levels up and unfortunately, theres not. Just have to hang here and wait. All I can hope is that they go way up before the next BT and possibly my first US. Nurse also confirmed that my FS did contact them there late last night after they had all gone and so will be speaking with him today and then calling me with my "official" next lot of instructions (we both agreed after not hearing from FS last night to just continue on the dose of 375IU's). Nurse also assured me that she will have a good chat with FS and I have asked her to let him know that I want to know if there is anything else I can do.
I just don't understand why this is happening. Im even doing acupuncture on a weekly basis and have had about 6 treatments now. Surely things should be better than what they are.
Have had the worst night, didn't really sleep much and now have the sorest eyes and head because of the crying. Almost lost it on the phone too this morning when talking to the nurse. I hope that these emotions are an indication of my raging hormones. DH even told me last night when laying in bed awake that If this one doesnt work, we will give going natural a go. Its only a 50/50 chance the baby wont have his gene though. So who knows .
Will be sure to let you know what happens when I get my call later.
Not Happy!
. All I could assume was that he has been busy in surgery etc understandable but frustrating none the less. So had a quick chat with the nurse about my levels. Nothing official so to speak but she was trying to help me given the situation of not being able to contact the FS. I let her know that I was anxious to see how I responded on this dose of Puregon given that It was such a high dose. The response I received I didn't like and got me worried. Nurse let me know that I responded pretty much in the same way as my first cycle and then I was only on 175IUs of FSH. She told me that my estrogen levels at my BT last Thurs was 119 and then yesterday morning, was only slightly increased to 143. Not much difference if you ask me, especially for a daily FSH injection of 375. I have tried to rationalise it all, telling myself that I take my injections at 9.30pm and my first one was Sat night and so by the time BT rolled around on Tues morn, technically it was only 2 to 2.5days of FSH. So am hoping against hope it goes up. Last night though I hit the internet and looked up about the estrogen levels and now have myself in a state of worry. Im worried to say the least that things are going down the exact same path as last cycle. Is someone upstairs trying to tell me something??????
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