I'm not sure how it all works with the nurses, yet. I suspect it's a matter of talking to whoever's there at the time. I'm sort of in a grey area as I'm a patient of the clinic that hasn't really started treatment yet. I do feel a bit silly for not having called them sooner and letting it get to this point, and I keep thinking that I should have at least made an appointment with my GP who takes me seriously when I wasn't happy with the answers I was given... but I do realise that a lot of the way I reacted was down to my anxiety issues so I'm being gentle on myself.

Currently sitting back, taking it easy with the ever-present glass of water and stuffing my face with last night's left over lamb rissoles and lots of fruit. I don't give a damn about the eating plan and the food diary and the exercise I'm meant to be doing! I figure I need to take it easy for a bit and let my body restore itself. With the fridge fairly bursting at the seams with fresh fruit and veg it's hard to eat wrong, anyway!

Thanks everyone for being so supportive and caring as I had my little melt-down.

BW