BW, I have gone down that road as well, it is very scary to think what it would be like to go through the first 9 weeks of pregnancy again...but ATM, I am trying not to focus on that...I am trying to focus on the fact that at least now I know I can get pregnant (one silver lining coming out of this tragic event), before I always wonder why I have never been able to get pregnant...now I know I can, so at least that's one thing to be crossed off my list...and one step closer to fulfil my dream...if there is a reason as of why it happened, I will know in two weeks time...I am sure you are on the way of finding all the answers as well...in time, when timing is right, you will know when to start again, like BG said, don't try to rush yourself...

For me, the road of TTC will be involved another stim cycle as I don't have any snowbub left...so it will be harder... I have been going through my diary of each day when I did the first cycle, telling myself that it is not hard to build my strength but I will take it a day at the time as well...

Don't look too far down the road yet, it might look very long and scary, maybe just look at the next two steps and take it one step at the time, it will feel a lot easier...