Alice - Thank you for the book recomendation, I have also decided to try and get into a dietitian will get a referral from my GP tomorrow.
Damprye - Happy birthday babe glad you are having a lovely day.
Saffy - I'm on Puregon 300 per day.
T-Hopes - Whoo! See I told you all 3 would not keep up the same pace. The 17mm one will be good and ready by monday, I hope the other one is too.
Crafty - Glad the move went well. You must get the craft room sorted, most important room in the house . I am crocheting a white blanket at the moment because the psychic kepts seeing one when I saw her so I am making it, I am calling it my Hope blanket.
Have a great weekend ladies. I have a 3 week old baby staying tonight whoo baby cuddles
aww girls - i just got hit with another preg announcement, i feel so physically ill i could throw up! IM so jealous, angry, upset, bitter... its so not fair! i have been expecting this one for a while but still craps me off! they have been together for the shortest time and of course they get it so easily! sorry got the vent just feel really down
BUt i have to push that aside cause i need to stay positive! Spoke to nurse today and i will Trigger tomorrow night at 10.30pm and IUI Monday at 2.30pm!! Deep breath!
alice - thanks i will tell my nurse tomorrow when i have next BT - it got so bad earlier but i thought it was maybe anxiety! it was yuk, felt like someone was crushing my chest, so tight!
hi ladies,thinking of you all,i decided to have a month of the ivf meds,thought i'd give my family a time out from my mood swings,going to see a oesteopath tomorrow who specialises in fertility issues,been reading a bit about the wurn treatment they do in america to unblock tubes...
Matthew's Mum- You are such a strong woman! At each turn you look for new ways to help improve your situation to ensure the survival of you family and to bring that long awaited babe into the world. For that I congratulate you
T-Hopes- It is so hard when you hear yet another announcement like that. One of the girls from my mother's group announced that she is six weeks today... all I could think was "That would have been me by now if my body wasn't so f***ed up." Like all of us in here, you have every right to feel completely and utterly p***ed off at the fact that they can fall so easily and yet it be so hard for us that want...NEED it more than them. The positive out of it though, is that when we finally create our little sticky beans, is that we will appreciate every moment we have together and treasure each moment as if it were our last Glad to hear that it looks like IUI will still be going ahead.
Sunbeam- In your blanket of hope, will your baby one day lay and find comfort from.
Alice- Drowning in a giant tub of chocolate icecream sounds just wonderful lol. When do you find out the results of your blood tests?
Crafty- Shall we hang a sign up for you? Isn't it funny how even when you both have the exact same cold/flu/any sickness the men always seem to wallow in their own self pity and believe that they have it soooo much worse... yet us women just try and get on with our days knowing that there are things that must be done and only after we have finished that we allow ourselves the rest we need to recover? lol
Saffy- Sometimes even a little break is all that we need to be able to get back to it. Perhaps request a week off or find a doc that will write you up a doctors certificate to say that you are sick for a week Just act as bad as DH
Porsche, Ferrals, Jupiter and anyone else I have missed- and hope you are doing well.
AFM- Had a wonderful time on the cruise and enjoying the fact that AF is being a lot nicer than what she was yesterday. I do not think today could have gone any better TBH. Sure it would have been nice to DTD on my B'Day lol but I wouldn't have given up this mornings cuddles for the world Well I guess it is technically the day after now but I still havn't gone to bed lol. On my way to do so now though. Night all.
T-Hope & Damprye-i know that feeling it is just f#cking horrible when we try so hard for what we really want and don't seem to be able to get it my family should have been completed last year with the birth of Abbi and i should be playing happy families right now if it wasnt for DH and i carrying this bad gene i felt like i would never see those 2 lines again and now i feel like i will never have a healthy baby and the feeling of others getting pregnant when we so deserve it just makes the whole thing worse.
My DH's ex has another new boyfreind the 4th in 3 years and every time she gets a new boyfreind DH's daughter ( who is 9) comes over and say's i hope mum gets pregnant soon so i can have a brother or sister (she has no blood related other than Abbi if she were alive) and it makes my heart drop because she was so excited when i was pregnant and couldnt stop talking about it and when we lost Abbi the poor little bugger had to go to counciling at school because she didnt cope very well then she kept asking me when are you going to have another baby we had to end up telling her we are not going to have any more we have brought the 2 kittens insted we had to tell her that to protect her from getting her hopes up with something that might never happen and when she came over the other day and anounced that her mum has taken her pregnancy bar out of her arm (her words) i nearly hypoventilated it is something i want to do so much for her i want to give her a brother or sister i have this dream to surprise her with the news when we get the all clear and i am so worried that her mum will get pregnant and take that away from me i pray this baby is healthy for us and for our family but so much more for DH's daughter.
My boys have each other and DH's daughter's biggest wish is to have one of her own.
It is a hard journey this ttc and even harder when pregnancy announcements are thrown in our face but we need to keep going and do our best that is all we can do and just hope that luck is on our side for once.
Sorry for rambling.
AFM-just plotting along counting the days until i can finally breath a sigh of relief.
I was laying on my belly last night and felt bub it felt like a bunch of worms wriggling around in my belly it was awesome this baby has to be healthy it all seems to good to go wrong.
damprye-thanks,i'm glad you had a nice birthday...ferrals-hope the councilling helped dh's daughter,the poor thing,i think sometimes people forget that siblings suffer a big loss too when a bub dies,hope she is enjoying playing little mummys real soon.
It's nice to see everything back up and running. I tried to get onto BB for 2 days to see how Ferrals CVS went and couldn't do it. I was shocked to hear they dropped your sample Ferrals. I would imagine they were very distressed about that in the lab but that doesn't make things better for you. I hate that about a complex pregnancy. There are so many ups and downs. One second there is hope and the next it's compromised again. I really do believe that signs look very positive for you this time though
Alice - I also check often to see how Dory is doing. It's hard to believe it will be any day now. It's is so exciting.
Sunbeam - Happy Birthday for the other day. The blanket sounds like a good idea. I can picture you with a big fat pregnant belly and the rug over your knees all cosy and dreaming of your life together.
Hi Saffy, Damprye, Matthew's Mum and Crafty
I had my scan the other day to see if there were complications that could be causing the miscarriages. I am yet to go back to the FS but the operator told me she couldn't see anything that would contribute and she did say that I had lots of eggs left. Can they see that? She even told me where I was going to ovulate from and around what day that would occur which is very handy as I am not getting the usual physical signs for ovulation.
My family wants me to commit to a holiday in Bali next February but if I get pregnant I'm not sure I should go. Do you think travel before 20 weeks is a dangerous thing? I don't really want to miss out on the holiday as it would be a fantastic trip and many of the family have expressed interest. I may not even get pregnant. Should I book and accept I may lose money if I cancel?
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. I am crocheting a white blanket at the moment because the psychic kepts seeing one when I saw her so I am making it, I am calling it my Hope blanket.
Glad to hear that it looks like IUI will still be going ahead.
sign up for you? 
Isn't it funny how even when you both have the exact same cold/flu/any sickness the men always seem to wallow in their own self pity and believe that they have it soooo much worse... yet us women just try and get on with our days knowing that there are things that must be done and only after we have finished that we allow ourselves the rest we need to recover? lol
and hope you are doing well.
Well I guess it is technically the day after now but I still havn't gone to bed lol. On my way to do so now though. Night all.
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