LT TTC after Miscarriage or Loss #4

[Sunbeam]

Gosh it's been busy in here!

T-Hopes - I tried to watch the sperm show but could not find it then I realised you'd put SBS '2' which I don't have, Doh!! I always say AF cramping is a very good sign and the pesseries never made me cramp, only BFPs

Possum Magic - Sorry you have all been sick, glad you are back to a normal cycle.

Saffy- I'm sorry it was a BFN but very excited that you get to start BCP soon . Come on AF hurry hurrry.

Crafty - Ooh shooting boobie pains, could be a good sign

Luna- Sorry it was a BFN for you too. Hope you enjoy being able to have a drink.

Damprye - I hope things sort themselves out for you soon.

Alice- Huge hugs for tomorrow babe I hope it goes fantastic. Yes I am kind of regretting growing a gjillion eggs now, I am sooo bloated I look 6 months pg and I am drinking so much I have to pee every 20 mins and I'm exhausted (I would have been asleep an hour ago only a friend came over). My embies are still going good. Today's update was 2 are morula and 2 compacting (which I thought sounded bad but apparently is a good thing and the stage just before morula!) so there should with any luck be 4 blasties by tomorrow/friday. Not sure yet if FS is going to put one or two back it I will discuss it with him tomorrow but looks like we may have some to freeze yet

Night night lovelies.

[Luna]

hello again, so many exciting things are happening in this thread, I just cannot stay away...

Sunbeam - is the transfer tomorrow? You must be dying from anticipation.

Alice - hope you are getting a basket full of eggs.

SammyP - I got my last BFP on Christmas day too :-( As for your BFN, maybe it really is too early? 26th day is early, unless your cycles are really short.

Thopes - I have high hopes for you :-) I always got AF-like cramps before BFP. This, and this "wet" feeling from lots of CM (sorry for TMI). I was checking my pants every 10 min for AF, it really felt like she is here.

intheslowline - I love camping! You deserve some relaxation. Bummer about the pregnant friends. I understand you COMPLETELY. My very close friend made the "I am pregnant" announcement right before my b-day, and then I had to see her for my b-day bash. It helped that I vented to another friend that understands the pangs of jelaousy, because she is in a similar situation to mine. So vent here girl all you want, we will NEVER EVER think badly about you for this. And it really helps.

AFM - AF is playing the head games with me! I am almost tempted to take another test, but the BFN is harder for me to swallow then when AF just comes. At least then I know I am on CD1 - new start, as opposed to "how long do I have to wait for AF now".

Love an kisses to everybody.

[T-hopes]

morning lovies~

Alice !! Im sooo excited for you as I type this! I hope you get a wonderful result today! I will be eagerly awaiting your post!!

Luna - thanks love, i hope your right but im feeling very doubtful You hang in there and I hope that AF stays away and you soon receive the strong BFP that you deserve!! xx

sunbeam - great news about your little embies!! So ET tomorrow? xx

intheslowlane - enjoy your break lovey! look forward to hearing all about it! xx

saffy - enjoy that drink my love, hope it relaxed you and your ready to rock n roll for the next fresh cycle!!!

thanks for all your feedback ladies! Lots of cramping again this morning, feeling very flat and lost all my confidence! Im sure AF is coming I caved this morning and bfn of course 9DPO today, i know its early but i just cant see anything ever working ... sorry to be so down... an insensitive preg friend txt me this morning about putting in $ for another preg friends baby shower, caught me off guard and has upset me... And i havent been able to sleep the last 4 nights so im wrecked, emotional and pre-menstrual!! look out!!!

[Saffy]

Oh THopes hang in there gorgeous, you are only 9 DPO and there are so many good signs there for you, it is very early, sorry for telling you to POAS, give it a few more days and I'm sure AF won't come....as for your friend that sucks just ignore the text. I can understand how you are feeling so stressed, when you can't sleep you feel worse and its a vicious cycle. Can you do something nice and relaxing today? Sending lots of hugs and support xxx

Alice- can't wait to hear how it all went??!!

[India's Mum]

T-hopes - I get lots of cramping when I fall pregnant. It's not over yet sweetie. I'm sorry you are not sleeping (also a pregnancy sign for me). Damn those silly friends with their careless texts. If only they knew how much little things can hurt. Have a good cry today if you need to.

Sunbeam - Good luck for today if this is your ET.

Alice - Good luck to you today too and I hope you get lots of eggs.

Luna - The good thing about my being so old is that most of my good friends have already had their families so I don't have be around pregnant people too often. Even the Mother's Group I was in seem to have all finished their families.

AFM - I got up twice in the night to go to the loo which I only do if I am pregnant so I was sure I would get a positive test this morning but no, another BFN. It did occur to me afterwards that maybe I just have a urinary tract infection. Oh well, I will test again tomorrow as I am seeing the FS and it would be great to arrive pregnant and ask for the support they offered straight away. I don't have a regular cycle these days, usually between 28 and 35 days so I could just be testing to early. Also I have a tendency to ovulate late in the cycle so I'm only at 27 days and may have to wait and see a bit longer.

[intheslowlane]

Thanks for the kind words everyone, and GOOD LUCK to all those undergoing cycles in the next couple of weeks.

Have to go pack. I'll look in and say high when we're back.

[craftymummy9]

Morning Ladies

T-Hopes way too early to test just ignore the result I have never never got a pos test result until AF is due and I had 9 kids I know what I am talking about sometimes you feel depressed just thinking about what your doing and prepair your self for the worst but it means nothing so put those damn tests away until monday !!!! you hear me relax and think well what will be will be there is nothing I can do today to change it so enjoy the day and think of something else !!! Try to think positive if the worst comes to the worst then there is always next month, when I did IUI I got a BFP on the 2nd try !


saffy hope AF is here soon, sammyP give yourself time its still early days maybe too early for testing !!
Luna be patient your BFP will come soon just have to wait a while maybe in a few days maybe next month but be brave and keep going !

Alice hope your pick goes well thinking of you !

Sunbeam any news yet when is trans ? how exciting !!!!

AFM well tummy settled at long last headache gone phew thats a releif, boobies still shooting pains every now and then but just keep going and waiting not testing until I am late !!!
For those of you that know I am going to be a grandma soon, my DIL is booked in for a C section on the 11th oct as the baby is breach and they tried to turn it yesterday but no go little bugger likes being bum first !
Not sure how I feel except very sad to know I will not get a cuddle as they are in the UK and I am here in Perth WA so that makes it somehow feel unreal ( does that make sense ? ) oh well busy knitting a few layettes to send over for the arrival as its cold in the UK now but had to do lemon and green and white as we don't know what she is having ( I think I need to do blue next ) just a guess !

[T-hopes]

thanks girls - you have made me feel a lot better! Im trying to think of it this way 'if it is a bfn, then im about to start our 1st ivf cycle in 6 days time!'

crafty - so glad your feeling better! shooting boobie pains huh! sounds good to me!! i cant beleive your grandchild is due in the next few weeks! where has that time gone! i remember when you 1st told us!! seems like only a few months ago!!

saffy - thx... my gf just picked me up from work for a quick lunch which was just what i needed! she so great to talk to cause she has been thru all this, 3 losses and many unsuccessful ivf cycles... she gives me so much hope cause she is now 21wks with twin girls! xx

sammyP - thx lovey, i haven never had this sleepless night thing! driving me nuts! sleep for 10mins and wake up, sleep for an hour and wake up etc etc! Poor DH was awake all night cause i was so restless!

thanks again gorgeous girls! your all so wonderful and i feel so blessed that we have each other to keep us pushing on