thanks girls - you have made me feel a lot better! Im trying to think of it this way 'if it is a bfn, then im about to start our 1st ivf cycle in 6 days time!'

crafty - so glad your feeling better! shooting boobie pains huh! sounds good to me!! i cant beleive your grandchild is due in the next few weeks! where has that time gone! i remember when you 1st told us!! seems like only a few months ago!!

saffy - thx... my gf just picked me up from work for a quick lunch which was just what i needed! she so great to talk to cause she has been thru all this, 3 losses and many unsuccessful ivf cycles... she gives me so much hope cause she is now 21wks with twin girls! xx

sammyP - thx lovey, i haven never had this sleepless night thing! driving me nuts! sleep for 10mins and wake up, sleep for an hour and wake up etc etc! Poor DH was awake all night cause i was so restless!

thanks again gorgeous girls! your all so wonderful and i feel so blessed that we have each other to keep us pushing on