Ferrals, I miss having you here but not for the reasons you had to be here, IYKWIM. So happy for you and for DH and his little girl - she must be over the moon. My niece got a little sister when she was 21 (different mum) and she is so in love with her - has pictures of her on her phone and on the computer at home, she talks about her endlessly. I had a bit of a lurk in the PAML thread yesterday and was glad to see everyone was doing well but it also made me a bit sad to be still here. I don't want to be a downer by posting there for so will enjoy your visits here instead. Don't forget about us!

Crafty, here's hoping my love. Ferrals is right, in a way we can't think about those statistics because each go is a new chance and plenty of women beat those odds and who says that can't be you, or me, or Luna? Will be watching your TWW and hoping for the best for you. Damn doctors really annoy me that they won't help you. It's your body and your money after all!

Luna, I'm so sorry... was really no expecting to read that after all this time but glad they found it before it caused problems for your tube. I had to wait 3 months after my mc before trying again...and it turned into 5 months so I really do understand how you feel, you just want to try again soon. The 3 months went fast for me in the end and I used the time to concentrate on getting my general health better so maybe give yourself a few goals and hopefully it will pass quickly. I really hope you don't have to have the second injection. Have you spoken to them about being on antibiotics when you are ready to try again? I think you definitely should do that - lots of docs over here recommend it when there have been tubal issues to deal with any lingering infection etc that might cause problems. The one I was on was called Doxic but probably has a different name over there. Exercise will help get the drugs out of your body quicker too so when you are feeling well enough I'd recommend trying to do as much as you can. We'll miss you here - please drop in and say hi. xx

Saffy, CONGRATULATIONS!!! wonderful news!! Good luck for Monday, I hope you get lots of excellent eggs!! Oo so excited for you it would be so good if you were one of our next BFPs!! Good luck!!!

I have another bad day again yesterday - made myself go out and be around people but it was very hard. I know I have to get through this sad time I just hope it passes soon. I can't believe that I won't have a baby, I've always thought that it would happen eventually but I'll be 42 in a few weeks so feel like it is slipping away. Gotta believe in that little frostie and maybe when we feel up to it we can register out at Westmead for a last go.