Oh Minnie I am so sorry sweetie. I know there are no words to change how you are feeling right now. I know for you (and I) there is an answer out there somewhere as to why this keeps happening, if only we could find it. It sucks. I also understand the wanting to quit feeling, each of us can only take so much heartache. We are here for you.

My lining was scanned on cd14 and was good. No idea where it went, if anywhere!