Oh myturn, I just went back and saw your bad news. I'm so so sorry, Honey. How are you bearing up?
Thanks Meg - I think I'm okay atm.... when DH gets back from work (he's out late tonight ) I will probably be a blubbering mess for a while... but generally speaking, I think I prepared myself on monday and it kinda crept up on me... so.... I'm okay. Had a little vent and am now just tired and over it and sore.

I am sure amy is getting lots of hugs from her DH - and will be back fighting in no time.

I have rescheduled my blood test for tomorrow, and will chat to the nurse then - I am hoping I can do a frostie this month (as it's the last one I can do to ensure I have a bub when I am still 35.... ) it may not work, but I need to at least give this month a try. I have two frosties there, so hopefully we can do that straight away.

after that... well.... I'm leaning towards a month or so or six off, just focusing on losing weight in the hope that that will help.

it just seems like a long road at the moment.

seriously though, thanks heaps for checking in and all the lovely posts and messages from people. What would I do without you?! xxx

hey vic.... or whomever does the list tomorrow.... can you put me at CD 1 for today (wednesday)..... I might even do it myself if no one has gotten around to it by tomorrow night....