Hi Bee27- that really sucks about the loan, I'm so sorry that it was declined. It sounds like extra stress that you just don;t need right now., Hang in there, and I hope that your regular bank can help you out.

Keta- yes it sounds like we're doing the same thing! I think I;m still not responding so preparing myself for the worst tomorrow. It seems like I either respond nicely straight away or not at all. I hope yopu get some nice follies and can trigger soon!

Myturn- wow not much to say except sorry you've had such a crazy week and I hope things will turn around for you soon xxx It's good that you have a frostie if your DH is away so praying that is a very very sticky one.

Hi to everyone else- I;m really sorry I haven't got my head round who's who yet. But to ALL of us, boo to the waiting and fingers crossed for lots of BFP's coming up soon xxx

AFM- just quietly going crazy. I swear I think about this stuff literally EVERY second. I have some counselling booked in for april 14th so hoping that will help me step off the loony train and back into the normal world soon. I fear I am jeopardizing friendships cos deep down I can't be happy for their pregnancies and they can tell. Feel like a horrible person.

Good luck to all!