Myturn:hugs:
It is so effed I can barely stand it.
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Myturn
It is so effed I can barely stand it.
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I agree. Thanks lovely. I think I'll be taking this one quite hard. But I know it will be harder for both of you and I am so so sorry xox
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I just don't know where we go from here. Donor eggs will cost $20k plus (as well as airfares and accommodation, so another $5-10k). I could get the money together for later in 2013 but is it worth it given I had a "perfect" AA blast and it went nowhere???
Keep trying naturally, sure, but I think it's more likely that I will win Tatts.
Another full cycle like I just did? It was gruelling to be honest and it ended up costing over $11k out of pocket.
Maybe I just tell DP to get another GF and have a baby with her?? Easier all round
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I am scared of all of that. And right now I really hate me. And I hate that feeling too. It's just all crap.
N2l I really wished it was going to be you.
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I'm definitely out. There's blood.
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Like I said - Effed.
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nothing2lose and my turn
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Honestly Myturn? I wished it was going to be me too. Sorry if that sounds selfish but I have been in this thread for over two years now, and the clomid thread six months before that. It was my turn dammit
I have seen so many women come and go with BFPs. Some first time, some after a few months...but the vast majority end up "graduating". Not me. Looks like I am here for life.
(Not that I begrudge anyone else a BFP!)
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