I just don't know where we go from here. Donor eggs will cost $20k plus (as well as airfares and accommodation, so another $5-10k). I could get the money together for later in 2013 but is it worth it given I had a "perfect" AA blast and it went nowhere???

Keep trying naturally, sure, but I think it's more likely that I will win Tatts.

Another full cycle like I just did? It was gruelling to be honest and it ended up costing over $11k out of pocket.

Maybe I just tell DP to get another GF and have a baby with her?? Easier all round