I'm struggling with my emotions today. Could cry at a drop of a hat. I don't feel hopeful or positive today.

I've been out shopping meant to buy a pair of work shoes but just brought a pair of dressy thongs. Didn't make me feel better.

Stupid sales people in centre of walk way you say no thanks nicely and still
get hounded can I ask you a question even that nearly had me bawling. Felt like telling her to F off.

Got my letter about the other embies. No embies where suitable to be freezed

Just what I didnt want to read when I openned the letter, makes me even more flat. Not sure how I feel about this. Dec is a bad month, my doct is available but they have limitted resources available in Dec so it just all depends when I get my period if I can do another cycle. If it doesnt fit in then thats it the out of pocket would kill us to do a full stim cycle next year