Thought I'd poke my head in here... quiet in here though! Can't see why they would set-up a number 5 if there's only 3 pages here? weeeeird.
I am 2dp3dt - and I am POAS every day through-out this cycle. Can't freaking help myself. Because I am having two Pregnyl shots rather than crinone - it will register false BFPs - so I have decided to test every day (expeeeeensive) - to see when the HcG leaves my system - and FX - goes right back up again.
Pregnyl does some CRAZY stuff to my BBs... sorry if this is TMI- but about 12 hours or so after I have had the Pregnyl (also happened with Ovidrel trigger) - my nipples felt like they were ON FIRE... omg... such pain!
Anywhoo - I really am trying to be a little bit more hopeful and positive about my 4 cell embie - should have been about an 8-cell by transfer - so I can't help but wonder... Fxxx...
Oh my this wait is doing my head in. I 5dp2dt and I am already thinking its all over.
The dreams and intergestion have stopped. I just want a sign that it has worked. I am loosing hope and I really dont know what I will do if it hasnt worked. I dont think I can except thats it may be it and I dont know if I can move on.
I know it is still early but maybe it wasnt a great idea being home so much in the 2ww period.
I am also poas like crazy and I have 3 different brands
I'm struggling with my emotions today. Could cry at a drop of a hat. I don't feel hopeful or positive today.
I've been out shopping meant to buy a pair of work shoes but just brought a pair of dressy thongs. Didn't make me feel better.
Stupid sales people in centre of walk way you say no thanks nicely and still
get hounded can I ask you a question even that nearly had me bawling. Felt like telling her to F off.
Got my letter about the other embies. No embies where suitable to be freezed
Just what I didnt want to read when I openned the letter, makes me even more flat. Not sure how I feel about this. Dec is a bad month, my doct is available but they have limitted resources available in Dec so it just all depends when I get my period if I can do another cycle. If it doesnt fit in then thats it the out of pocket would kill us to do a full stim cycle next year
Hi Trishy, Loops and fatgirlslim! I had the transfer today, so am officially joining you in the TWW. I'm so happy the blastie made it to day 5, and is really good quality, but am still wary about getting my hopes up too much. Anyway got to think positive!
Trishy - I'm sorry your having a bad day hun, and that it wasn't good news about your remaining embies I really hope this cycle is the one for you, and gives you a BFP! I know what you mean about feeling ready to cry at any moment. I had a really ****ty day at work yesterday, and have been feeling a bit emotional ever since - it could be the crinone!
Hi Ladies
fatgirlslim ~ glad you have joined us, goodluck hun. My bbs are sore too - I think from the antagonists needles and the Crinone. Crinone is horrid stuff. FX for you and stickyvibes/babydust.
Trishy ~ big hugs hun, im a bit the same, found out today none of ours made it to freezing either Not that I wasnt prepared though. The nurse said they expect about 1 in 4 or 5 to make it to blastie or to be frozen. So I guess what Im saying is your not alone and I too could be more positive right now, its hard when you know if it doesnt work that you have to do it all over again. I feel your pain. I think we have to try and put that stuff behind us now and keep telling ourselves this will work - you never know, we are still in with a shot! Goodluck and I hope you feel happier soon xo
ehm ~ So glad you have joined us, goodluck and fingers crossed tight for you! Stickyvibes/babydust
AFM ~ As I said above a bit at finding out we didnt get any to freeze but now its onwards and upwards. This bloomin cold is getting to me a bit though, its making me worried that it will cause the bubs to not stick. Hopefully I can get rid of it but its hard when you can't really take anything.
Well I can now officially join in the TWW thread. Had 2 so called excellent blasties transferred this morning and am waiting to find out if the other 2 make it to freeze. Transfer was very uncomfortable/painful and they had so much trouble with the speculum.
Hate to sound dumb but some of you post something like this '5dp2dt' what does that mean??
What brand HPT is the best to use? I have never made it to HPT stage in the past (usually get af by day 7) but I am thinking positive this time.
AF started 2/10
EPU was 18/10
Transfer 23/10
Blood Test 5/11
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I really hope this cycle is the one for you, and gives you a BFP! I know what you mean about feeling ready to cry at any moment. I had a really ****ty day at work yesterday, and have been feeling a bit emotional ever since - it could be the crinone!
Not that I wasnt prepared though. The nurse said they expect about 1 in 4 or 5 to make it to blastie or to be frozen. So I guess what Im saying is your not alone and I too could be more positive right now, its hard when you know if it doesnt work that you have to do it all over again. I feel your pain. I think we have to try and put that stuff behind us now and keep telling ourselves this will work - you never know, we are still in with a shot! Goodluck and I hope you feel happier soon xo
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