Hi guys. I'm really happy for this thread too. Quietly, I've had such a hard day today, maybe this thread was a 'meant to be'. Today was my 'due date' for my one and only pregnancy. I'm a midwife and did two births tonight and I just wanted to tell the lovely ladies that my baby was due today too. I can pretend to people that I'm positive and realistic about everything but I think I'm still just so devastated by our loss (in Nov at 12wks after 4 IVF stim cycles. Have prem ovarian failure & now looking at donor cycle). Boy I wish our little one had stayed. Grief is a long road.