Mildez - don't know how I'd go peeing on all those frogs!! Ah that's too funny. Camping sounds great - really feel the need to get away atm. Enjoy your bding fest - hope you don't get too sore
Thanks for your comments (and Porsche) too - I was logging on to delete my post before anyone had the chance to read so thanks for understanding. If the shoe was on the other foot I'd feel so bad for them, and I would never want them to go through what we've been through. I should have known that you'd get it just hate feeling sorry for myself - it's really not helpful to me or anyone here. Sorry ladies!
MurryCod - how are you this morning? Are you back at work yet? Hope the cramps have settled down. Thinking of you x
Ferrals - are you going to keep testing just in case?
Crafty - any news with you? Are you and MurryCod going to test together?
Sunbeam, Sevie - hi and sorry if I missed anyone else.
Alice- i forgot to mention kit is still in there with a chance a heartbeat of 80 between 5 and 6 weeks is actually normal it usually picks up to 120 to 150 at the end of the 6th week so her scan said she was 5 weeks 3 days so that would be right but the bleeding is a worry so hopefully for her she is just a few days behind and the bleeding is just bub settling in.
Ferrals - we posted at the same time. Cracked me up reading your bding story - thank god we can still find things to laugh about - your DH sounds like a character. I'm sorry you had such a ****ty shift I don't blame you for bursting into tears, sometimes it's just more than we can bare. If it makes your male colleague think twice next time he opens his mouth then good. I have a friend who knows we have been TTC for a long time and she tells me about her friend who is struggling after two months and I said I don't care, I don't want to know about it and that shut her up. And I really don't want to know about it - not being mean just protecting myself which is what you had to do last night. Glad your furbabies are keeping you company and I guess you knew that your temp was going to drop just bummed out for you that it has. I've had the same convo with my DH about donor egg and he is the same - he wants our bub and if he can't have it think he doesn't want to go with donors but who knows he might change his mind after all fostering is someone else's kids and we've talked about that. Can you come clean my house? It looks like a bomb went off! Dad's visiting later this week so guess I'll get to it before then LOL. Hope you have an OK day today - I'm putting a mental shield around you that no more ungrateful skanks or relatives thereof or just insensitive people either ask you about or tell you about pg. OK - shield in place. If they come near you they will have a sudden urge to pee and rush to the nearest toilet. Then they will be disorientated and forget why they are there. I think that'll work. Looks like it'll be Try in July for a few of us and if only that PGD testing wasn't so expensive fingers crossed you'll get a good healthy one x
Ha cross posted again! And thanks for the post about heartbeat - that's reassuring. The thought of another mc after only having had one scares the life out of me, more than not falling pg again. She's been on my mind heaps.
Alice-Yeh i have been thinking of her to and i can understand why she is thinking the worst i just hope she is wrong.
And it looks like july is going to be the month for a couple of us to be doing ivf i hope WIVF can get me in my AF is due wed so there is no chance for this cycle so next AF should be around the 23rd of june i hope they don't want me to do the long cycle with the pill i cant take the pill never have been able to thats why SIVF put me on and antagonist cycle which was perfect for me but i have read that WIVF likes you to go on the pill to fit into their schedule which mean i would not go for EPU until the end of july anyway i guess i just have to wait and see what this new FS says.
I am going to concentrate on losing a few kilos before then i have 2.8 kilos to lose i want to get back to 62kg that is what i weighed before i had Abbi.
Crafty - I'm sorry you got a BFN think it's crap you can't get medical assistance - wonder if it is worth ringing IVF clinics in other states just maybe a FS might know someone who would help you in WA or be able to treat you with drugs inter-state? Clutching at straws I guess but it's just frustrating to read - my SIL is 45 by the way and she is going through Melbourne IVF so they must treat older women there. Would you like me to find out who it is?
Ferrals - I hate taking the pill too. My FS is pretty adamant he wants me to do it with this cycle but I really don't want to and the TCM doc agrees with me and thinks there is no reason why I have to take it so haven't gone on it - guess we'll have to have that convo with him soon and see if he'll change his mind. Are you still taking your chinese herbs? I have lost some weight doing the diet but it's full on as you know and not easy to manage. I'm around 63 kilos and would be happy to loose a few more but not too much as that's a good weight for me.
MurryCod - you're very quiet...are you OK? Are your kittens keeping you distracted? Sending you lots of love x
Alice- i am taking a few chinese herbs and coq10 but that is it i am wondering if i should go back on vitex because i stopped it leading up to my 1st PGD ivf but it was cancelled due to high E2 of 300 on day 1 so i went back on it and it went down to 187 still a bit high but ok to start i have done a lot of reading on high E2 early in the cycle it is ok for normal fertility but not good for ivf i read i can be bad for egg quality and implatation as it makes the progesterone level rise to early in the cycle and i always have high E2 early in my cycle hence the high reading on my CBFM on day 6 of my cycle the day after AF has left the building but i O around day 11 which is ok and my LP is usually around 14-15 days so that is normal god i have so many questions to ask my FS.
I just have this feeling something is wrong with my hormones even though my cycle is regular i feel something is different with my body.
Hi Girls, yeah I know I'm on the quiet side, I'm battling TBH, these cramps just won't let up, and leave me alone. Thismorning they were just buzzy and mild, but since early avo they have become quite pinchy and strong again. Every now and then, when I stand up, it's like I have a nasty stitch that prevents me from standing straight, then turns into AF feeling.
It is just keeping me from being positive. I've logged on like a hundred times today, but just can't bring myself to type anything.
Had a nana nap o the couch before, now have a darn headache,. I can't win! Enough about crappy'ol me.
Ferrals, darling I'm so sorry you had another rough night at work. I know exactly how you feel, I don't wan't to go back to work this comming Saturday, dreading it actually. I had hoped to be going back, knowing I'd be taking maternity leave soon, but now have lost hope of that. I remember how hard it was going back last time, I don't know If I can survive it again, wthout telling someone to shove it.
(how am I meant to look after sick people when I feel like I just qwant to tell them to get stufferd??)
"get your own bloody bottle you lazy old man!!!".....................sigh.................. .....
Crafty, you naughty naughty lassie you!!!! Thaught you were gunna hold out with me!!! T'is alright, huggs babe, I understand how hard it is. XXXXXXX
Alice my darling beutifull, you don't need to be sorry about how you feel, you should know, of all places you can have an honest vent, it's here X
My kittens are wonderfull thanks, I took some pics of them yesterday, so I will upload them when I get a chance....(cuz I'm like, so buisy kicking stones around the backyard!) I used to have chooks when I was a kid, I remember my little bro throwing one in the pool and Mum fining it, and bringing the poor thing inside to sit next to the heater...it always came inside after that....
Mildez, that's so grose having to pee on froggies!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I have froggs all over my fernery ATM, but they don't come inside!!!! Happy BD'ing to you!! Go catch that egg girl!!! XXXXX
Porche, hope the clomid does some tricks this try XX Hope you are well XXXX
Sunbeam, Sevie, hope you are both well XXX
Sunbeam any news yet hon XX
Take care all, I appreciate you all being here for me, I do drop in like a hundred times, I just feel a bit low X
Mildez - don't know how I'd go peeing on all those frogs!! Ah that's too funny. Camping sounds great - really feel the need to get away atm. Enjoy your bding fest - hope you don't get too sore
I don't blame you for bursting into tears, sometimes it's just more than we can bare. If it makes your male colleague think twice next time he opens his mouth then good. I have a friend who knows we have been TTC for a long time and she tells me about her friend who is struggling after two months and I said I don't care, I don't want to know about it and that shut her up. And I really don't want to know about it - not being mean just protecting myself which is what you had to do last night. Glad your furbabies are keeping you company and I guess you knew that your temp was going to drop just bummed out for you that it has. I've had the same convo with my DH about donor egg and he is the same - he wants our bub and if he can't have it think he doesn't want to go with donors but who knows he might change his mind after all fostering is someone else's kids and we've talked about that. Can you come clean my house? It looks like a bomb went off! Dad's visiting later this week so guess I'll get to it before then LOL. Hope you have an OK day today - I'm putting a mental shield around you that no more ungrateful skanks or relatives thereof or just insensitive people either ask you about or tell you about pg. OK - shield in place. If they come near you they will have a sudden urge to pee and rush to the nearest toilet. Then they will be disorientated and forget why they are there. I think that'll work. Looks like it'll be Try in July for a few of us and if only that PGD testing wasn't so expensive fingers crossed you'll get a good healthy one x
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