Ha cross posted again! And thanks for the post about heartbeat - that's reassuring. The thought of another mc after only having had one scares the life out of me, more than not falling pg again. She's been on my mind heaps.
Alice-Yeh i have been thinking of her to and i can understand why she is thinking the worst i just hope she is wrong.
And it looks like july is going to be the month for a couple of us to be doing ivf i hope WIVF can get me in my AF is due wed so there is no chance for this cycle so next AF should be around the 23rd of june i hope they don't want me to do the long cycle with the pill i cant take the pill never have been able to thats why SIVF put me on and antagonist cycle which was perfect for me but i have read that WIVF likes you to go on the pill to fit into their schedule which mean i would not go for EPU until the end of july anyway i guess i just have to wait and see what this new FS says.
I am going to concentrate on losing a few kilos before then i have 2.8 kilos to lose i want to get back to 62kg that is what i weighed before i had Abbi.
Crafty - I'm sorry you got a BFN think it's crap you can't get medical assistance - wonder if it is worth ringing IVF clinics in other states just maybe a FS might know someone who would help you in WA or be able to treat you with drugs inter-state? Clutching at straws I guess but it's just frustrating to read - my SIL is 45 by the way and she is going through Melbourne IVF so they must treat older women there. Would you like me to find out who it is?
Ferrals - I hate taking the pill too. My FS is pretty adamant he wants me to do it with this cycle but I really don't want to and the TCM doc agrees with me and thinks there is no reason why I have to take it so haven't gone on it - guess we'll have to have that convo with him soon and see if he'll change his mind. Are you still taking your chinese herbs? I have lost some weight doing the diet but it's full on as you know and not easy to manage. I'm around 63 kilos and would be happy to loose a few more but not too much as that's a good weight for me.
MurryCod - you're very quiet...are you OK? Are your kittens keeping you distracted? Sending you lots of love x
Alice- i am taking a few chinese herbs and coq10 but that is it i am wondering if i should go back on vitex because i stopped it leading up to my 1st PGD ivf but it was cancelled due to high E2 of 300 on day 1 so i went back on it and it went down to 187 still a bit high but ok to start i have done a lot of reading on high E2 early in the cycle it is ok for normal fertility but not good for ivf i read i can be bad for egg quality and implatation as it makes the progesterone level rise to early in the cycle and i always have high E2 early in my cycle hence the high reading on my CBFM on day 6 of my cycle the day after AF has left the building but i O around day 11 which is ok and my LP is usually around 14-15 days so that is normal god i have so many questions to ask my FS.
I just have this feeling something is wrong with my hormones even though my cycle is regular i feel something is different with my body.
Hi Girls, yeah I know I'm on the quiet side, I'm battling TBH, these cramps just won't let up, and leave me alone. Thismorning they were just buzzy and mild, but since early avo they have become quite pinchy and strong again. Every now and then, when I stand up, it's like I have a nasty stitch that prevents me from standing straight, then turns into AF feeling.
It is just keeping me from being positive. I've logged on like a hundred times today, but just can't bring myself to type anything.
Had a nana nap o the couch before, now have a darn headache,. I can't win! Enough about crappy'ol me.
Ferrals, darling I'm so sorry you had another rough night at work. I know exactly how you feel, I don't wan't to go back to work this comming Saturday, dreading it actually. I had hoped to be going back, knowing I'd be taking maternity leave soon, but now have lost hope of that. I remember how hard it was going back last time, I don't know If I can survive it again, wthout telling someone to shove it.
(how am I meant to look after sick people when I feel like I just qwant to tell them to get stufferd??)
"get your own bloody bottle you lazy old man!!!".....................sigh.................. .....
Crafty, you naughty naughty lassie you!!!! Thaught you were gunna hold out with me!!! T'is alright, huggs babe, I understand how hard it is. XXXXXXX
Alice my darling beutifull, you don't need to be sorry about how you feel, you should know, of all places you can have an honest vent, it's here X
My kittens are wonderfull thanks, I took some pics of them yesterday, so I will upload them when I get a chance....(cuz I'm like, so buisy kicking stones around the backyard!) I used to have chooks when I was a kid, I remember my little bro throwing one in the pool and Mum fining it, and bringing the poor thing inside to sit next to the heater...it always came inside after that....
Mildez, that's so grose having to pee on froggies!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I have froggs all over my fernery ATM, but they don't come inside!!!! Happy BD'ing to you!! Go catch that egg girl!!! XXXXX
Porche, hope the clomid does some tricks this try XX Hope you are well XXXX
Sunbeam, Sevie, hope you are both well XXX
Sunbeam any news yet hon XX
Take care all, I appreciate you all being here for me, I do drop in like a hundred times, I just feel a bit low X
Ferrals you know so much more about the hormones and what is good or bad than I do...you've obviously done lots of research and it's great to read so I can ask about it too, thanks x I asked my TCM about vitex and she said yes definitely take it if I want to so now from what you've written I think I will. I was on it in an earlier cycle in 06 but I read somewhere it's not good if you have endo but since I haven't had any recurrence of that maybe it is OK so I will try it. Kit said it takes 10 months to work but I don't know about that - time is such a bloody enemy for us - you learn one thing, then another, never in the order you need it in, it's a constant up hill battle of wondering why didn't I know that earlier? Does my head in!! I will speak to my FS about my E2 on day 1 - I've never asked or been told anything maybe it's OK I don't know. I do know my FSH is naturally high so that's why I don't get much response on 450 gonalF but ah well I have to work with what I have. I keep telling myself I only need one good egg...
MurryCod - Kicking stones around the backyard eh? Poor love it's **** doing this waiting isn't it? It won't be long til you are taking that maternity leave, I promise you! Think of this as a temporary visit to the workplace. You'll just have to use your super powers to banish all annoying people from you. I remember saying to someone once that just because they are old doesn't mean they are nice - I hope you can find a way of making the time go fast while you are there and all the pg nurses are away with flu! Hmm, time for another Indian feast or is curry out while you are waiting? I hope your DH is being kind to you (is he still on a high from your baker's dozen of blasties?) Try to get out of the house for a walk if you can every day, just moving helps the happy hormones and it's good to get sun on your head and remember there's a whole world outside your door. Hang in there xx
Murraycod still praying and hoping and part guessing its your emby making a home which is making the cramps. FX so hard for you. I didn't pee on the frogs just if you flushed they came flying out in the water lol then some would swim down the loo others would scurry back up the rim. FIL insisted his dunny didn't have any then I pulled the cysten of and they were eventwhere inside his also just not getting flushed down. Maybe flushing loos on a camp site aren't all they are cracked up to be after all.
Shame about taking the pill hey? Seems silly just to get in time with the clinic. I am not looking forward to that part as it seems like a whole month wasted. Oh well in the scheme of things what is a month when most of us are up to years now?
I've been having some pretty bad left sided pain. If it doesn't go away or gets any worse I am off to ED. Feel like doing a POAS just to make sure its a BFN (CD14) as if it was a BFP I would be sure I have another EP. GEe just want it to go away. Pain is completely different to my last ectopic have no idea what it is.
Hi Ladies,
I have been so busy have not even had a chance to read all the weekend posts so sorry no prsies but i'll have more time tomorrow.
Just wanted to let you know AF arrived today so hoping for a good bleed (last two months have been very little). I really want this to be my month because then no IVF plus when I had last MC I had a gut feeling I'd be pg again in June so
My friend sent me my stars for today, sounded pretty good.
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