Ferrals you know so much more about the hormones and what is good or bad than I do...you've obviously done lots of research and it's great to read so I can ask about it too, thanks x I asked my TCM about vitex and she said yes definitely take it if I want to so now from what you've written I think I will. I was on it in an earlier cycle in 06 but I read somewhere it's not good if you have endo but since I haven't had any recurrence of that maybe it is OK so I will try it. Kit said it takes 10 months to work but I don't know about that - time is such a bloody enemy for us - you learn one thing, then another, never in the order you need it in, it's a constant up hill battle of wondering why didn't I know that earlier? Does my head in!! I will speak to my FS about my E2 on day 1 - I've never asked or been told anything maybe it's OK I don't know. I do know my FSH is naturally high so that's why I don't get much response on 450 gonalF but ah well I have to work with what I have. I keep telling myself I only need one good egg...

MurryCod - Kicking stones around the backyard eh? Poor love it's **** doing this waiting isn't it? It won't be long til you are taking that maternity leave, I promise you! Think of this as a temporary visit to the workplace. You'll just have to use your super powers to banish all annoying people from you. I remember saying to someone once that just because they are old doesn't mean they are nice - I hope you can find a way of making the time go fast while you are there and all the pg nurses are away with flu! Hmm, time for another Indian feast or is curry out while you are waiting? I hope your DH is being kind to you (is he still on a high from your baker's dozen of blasties?) Try to get out of the house for a walk if you can every day, just moving helps the happy hormones and it's good to get sun on your head and remember there's a whole world outside your door. Hang in there xx