I am sorry Chele!
Bleeding and spotting can be normal though. take it from someone who knows............................................. ..........



I went for my blood test this morning at 9.45am knowing the test would be BFN. Still since I started spotting on Tuesday It had only been browny coloured and with no pain or cramping of any kind so I discussed this with the nurse and she just said she would call with the result no matter what!

I had to go to the local shopping centre to get a few things and lo and behold at 10.45am exactly 1 hour after my blood was taken I started bleeding really red and really heavy. along with it came cramps and mind numbing pain and almost fainting!

fast forward to 3pm when the Nurse calls to tell me I have a BFP on my blood test. This time the Beta is worse than my first IVF cycle at only 25 and to not expect to keep the pregnancy. Too late I tell her. Bleeding started at 10.45

So there you have it. Pregnancy # 7 for the year 2005 Miscarriage(or really long stupid medical term of 'biochemical pregnancy') # 7 for 2005 making 8 pregnancies and 8 miscarriages in 17 months...... all before the 5 week mark!!!

I think in a way I would have preffered to just think of this as AF but in another way perhaps this is going to spurr on the doctor to finally believe me about my problem!!! And to get to fixing it!!

I think its sad that I cant even cry about this. losing a pregnancy should be something you cry about. Now I think that the thing I will be crying over is actually keeping one(but crying in a good way)

thanks again for the support!!

Cazz