Sorry for my short reply earlier! I have been pondering this very thing. While I don't see it as PTSD for me, I'm
Incredibly scarred by the experience. I'm still finding it hard to move on from my infertility and I keep labeling myself that way.
It impacted our lives in so many ways. I re-read my early blog entries and I want to cry reading between the lines as the feelings are still so easily stirred up
I actually had drafted a blog post around this stuff. A light hearted view as I'm not ready to deep dive into it. A bit like you have said I'm still pretending all is ok