LTTTC & Taking Clomid/Metformin 2009 #2

[Frustrated]

Ok so i got my day 21 prog results back and it was "7" .. LAst time it was 45...
On day 21 i was getting Ov like pains and thought that maybe i ov late, when i got that result they thought that it was ver possible that i did.. I have fs app this week so i'm hoping to get more answers about it all then. I have been on Met for 4 months and 3rd round chlomid and havent seen him once, so looking forward to it.

31becc :- Fingers crossed AF doesnt arrive

[31becc]

AF arrived late Monday - so at least I can get started again - just not looking forward to being on chlomid again!

[Frustrated]

Becc:- I am so the same when Af arrives i'm so dissapointed that it didnt work and also so not looking forward to the chlomid again!
I'm hoping that me not talking the met the for the past week has not made it impossible for this to be my month im really worried and feel like i have let myself and dh down by not taking them..

[31becc]

Frustrated. Sometimes the body just needs break. so don't stress. Have you rang your FS to check?

[Frustrated]

yeah i did, i spoke to the receptionist.. She said to chat to him about it tomorrow when i have my app. She said that the met controls our body not the actual chlomid.So it shouldn't have effected the chlomid working. But its just weather or not my body did what its supposed to without the met. She said that there is a diff kind of drug that does the same thing as the met that fs will prob get me to try apparently the side effects are no where near as bad. She said that the met can have really bad side effects but i think feeling the way i did for 3 1/2 months is not normal.

[31becc]

Well just an update - am starting my 6th round of Chlomid tonight - hope I breeze through it this month! Good luck to everyone else.

[Frustrated]

Good luck 31 becc.

Ok wel my fs app didnlt go real well. He told us that there is no real good us doing any more rounds of chlomid and that our best chance is ivf. We have to register fr ivf and go from there.
The thing now is the $. I don't want to be waiting months to be saving to do this.
Its just so not fair, after app i was very emotional, with the " Y me's? What have i done to deserve to b going thru this, were 26 yeas old and being told we cant have a baby on our own, Its so not fair. I ned tgo really try to get my head around it all and except that this is what we have to do. I went to fs expecting to be told just to do another 2 rounds and see how we go, not get told not todo any more and this is our next step.
Me and Dh just want this so much its not fair for anyone to have to go thru this