Thanks everyone, im good today think i just needed to have a melt down and get it all out.

I am looking forward to talking to DR monday about ivf and looking at my options. Im thinking i wont be able to concieve with my own eggs unfortunately because they are just not being stimulated but my incredibly generous cousin said she will donate hers - she has two children and had no probs concieving and is done baby making and im very lucky to have had my sister and sister in law offer too. Sister has PCOS and had trouble concieving so my cousin is the best bet.

So with hearing her generous offer last night makes me feel heaps better.

Hope i get it like frustrated

Hope everyone else is going great.