Frustrated, thanks I know it is normal and good to let it out...I am glad I did...I just have a hard time having no control over anything and running uphill...
I have been trying to sort out my feelings and realize that at the moment I feel an immense pressure to perform physically. To lose weight, stay sexy for my husband, get pregnant, carry a baby to term, breast feed, lose preg weight, go back to being sexy (for myself and my wardrobe!!!) then being strong physically for my babies etc...
I tend to get carried away with thinking of it all at once and that night I just broke down. I am just very controlling as far as diet and excercise go and it is hard to have nothing budge and be told that I have to wait and see.
Still no AF...Over 40 days now. I called my doc and he said that is not good. I have an appt next week, so he will do something about it...
I'll keep you girls posted after my appt the 2nd...
Last edited by BrusselsSprout; April 9th, 2009 at 01:29 AM.
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I know it is normal and good to let it out...I am glad I did...I just have a hard time having no control over anything and running uphill...
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