Oh Miss B, so sorry to hear about the heavy AF I'm the same after the progesterone, I always bleed really heavily. That said, I have really heavy AF without the pessaries so I share your pain on that one! Re the blood test, you don't have to go if you don't want to - however my FS has always told me I should get the BT, even if I have got a negative POAS beforehand because they like to see what your other levels are doing at the end of the cycle regardless? However - it depends on what your FS tests for? Eg I know some clinics only test for pg - eg: HCG only, whereas my clinic tests for the 3 main hormones as well as HCG (oestrogen, progesterone and LH).... Maybe youncould ring your clinic and explain yout situation and hownyour feeling - and ask if therenis actually any benefit in having the BT if you feel like it hasn't worked? They may do the whole "some people can still have a period even if they are pg thing" - which tbh I find pretty unhelpFul when your already feeling like crap. I know there is merit in what they are saying from a medical perspective, but us ltttc'ers know our own bodies pretty well... If it were me I'd just be asking for their advice and what your personal FS wants you to do. If they get insight from this cycle for your next cycle - then I would probably do the BT (even though I'm sure a visitnto your clinic and the ensuing phone call is probably thenlastbthing you feel like!).

I'm so sorry your going through this. I wish there was something I could do to lessen or numb your pain I know it doesn't help - but I'm here for you, and I think of you all the time and try and do deals with the universe so you get your happy ending. I'm sending you all thenlove and hugs in the world.

AFM - Miss B it seems as though you and N2L were correct today is day 10 post trigger for me, and no second line. So it seems as though the trigger has left my system. I am not feeling any signs or symptoms... Which is bothering me a bit. Sore boobs yes, sore lower back tick, tiny cramping yesterday - but I know this is all from the pessaries Mentally I was feeling quite positive about this cycle, I started with a hit of the mindset of, of course it will work - it worked last time, why wouldn't it work. And I've been super busy which helps, but last night I started second guessing, not feeling any symptoms etc and then this morning, even though I know it's too soon to test, even if it has worked - getting the negative should have made me feel better (at least I know the trigger is gone) but it didn't, it made me feel like crap! As darling Amy_jb has said - it's too early and don't worry, she didn't have any symptoms and neither did I with the twins (I had mild cramping with the twins but that wasnprob from the pessaries as well) - but with the twins cycle, I just felt so positivenit would work.... And now I'm stressing and actually thinking, well what if it doesn't work??? And I don't know why I feel so shocked that I'm even thinking that? I should have been thinking that from the beginning - but I wasn't....

Soooooo I'm feeling a bit lost. Today is 3dp5dt - if I was going to have an implantation bleed - roughly when would it - or should it happen? I know there aren't many people posting in here, but stalkers if you are stalking - please feel free to jump in with any knowledge, personal experience or advice - when would an implantation bleed happen if it was going to happen? And while I'm asking - does anyone know where to find the chart that outlines what happens each day in an IVF cycle post transfer? I remember when I was in the 2ww with the twins - there was a chart somewhere on here that outlined what was happening 'in there' each day after transfer on a day 3 transfer and a 5 day transfer? Does anyone know where I might find this chart? All I can remember was I think that day 3 after a 5 day transfer is when implantation is supposed to commence? I think?.... Okay so I've been going really well in the 2ww until today... Nowi can feel the obsessing and stressing beginning

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