Hello all,

Well only 4 days to go for me until i have my BT and find out for sure about my 1st IVF transfer. Unlike many other ppl it seems, i have no desire to test early and then spend time evaluating results- are they correct, are they not- i am quite content to just patiently wait til thursday. Like most of you gals, learned patience is an unintended positive side effect of trying too long to conceive.

I have had very powerful cramps in my uterus area since transfer, and in particularly over the past few days. Im trying not to analyse it too much, but a couple times within the day i will distract myself to just dwell on it. If i didnt usually get these between ovulation and AF i would feel positive, however i normally do get these cramps- ever since my lap anyway. Maybe to do with the endo? I have no idea, and no one ever seems to give answers, but all i know is, i do get these cramps. This cycle though, it definitely feels more pronounced than normal. But hey, im not naive, i know it could also be the prelude to AF comin along....but anyway, its a lovely little distraction during the day to dwell on the positives for a bit.

I am very aware that this thursday will either be an unbelievably celebratory momentous day, or conversely, a day that is very much the opposite. I am aware of this huge divide in the emotional possibilities here...just taking it in my stride....

Kristie and Saffy- all the best for your tww- im hoping very much that you get your BFPs we are all with you!

B.