saffy- I am trying to leave it until friday morning as my bt is on saturday morning so that way i will not have a long wait to find out for sure either way.
Kmond- yep i am the same as you and going to leave POAS until the day before.
Hope everyone else is going ok in the 2ww, hoping everyone gets the BFP that we all deserve.
Afm- im really not sure which way it is going to go, i feel normal with no more cramping or twitches the only things different are i have sensitive boobs which i dont normally get and also needing to go to the toilet alot more then usual also i still have the nausea for a few hours a day but apart from that i feel great and i just dont know what to make of it. At least i dont have to much longer to wait.
fx to everyone and hopefully we start seeing lots of BFP'S in here.
Thanks for the uplifting vibes and general supportive banter, however today i got my AF so i guess its a BFN for me. To top the week off also, i just found out that a relative is pregnant, just to kick me when im down. I feel like throwing in the towel and living a hedonistic lifestyle travelling the world with hubby without the burden of children (i just think that, i dont mean it though). But right now i feel like the universe doesnt see me as a fit mother, im upset, angry and disappointed that somone in our family, who was first introduced to us at my wedding, is now pregnant whilst ive been trying since our wedding 3 years ago. But that's life, feels the whole world has bypassed me, people who never even wanted kids either and who werent even in a stable relationship. Life is not fair and never will be....but reading your posts Yogi Bear, and seeing what you have gone through (17??!!) i guess my piddly little one attempt seems like nothing. But i really dont want to be on this IVF bandwagon, dont want to be a life-r on it. All the best girls, surely someone in this thread needs good news.....take care....B. x
bianeczka- big hugs for you, its never the result we want to get. I completely understand the feeling you get about finding out someone in the family is pregnant, Since we started TTC i have had my BIL + wife have 2 kids which were accidents, Then the other SIL + Husband only 18yr had an accident she then went and spent 3months away from her husband to be with her mum because she couldn't or didnt want to deal with a baby and the mother raised the baby for the first few months, Then to top it all off before the bub was even 1yr they went and got pregnant again on purpose. I was furious at this and still am as u can kinda tell because she still hasn't grown up and still cant handle being a mother to the one bub and goes home to mum every time she or bub is sick. Instead of staying at home and dealing with it like an adult. You want to be a wife and mother you need to grow up a little.
Sorry that this turned into a little rant lol. I think it is hard for anyone that is going through so much to have a baby to hear of anyone being pregnant even if you couldn't be happier for the person there is always something inside saying why wasn't it my turn,It doesn't make us selfish or rude or inappropriate it is just our feelings, and the amount of hormones racing through our body we can sometimes not choose our feelings lol...
But keep believing and your precious miracle will find you soon, believing is all we can really do when it is no longer in our hands.
bianeczka so sorry to hear that hun, I completely understand why you don't want to be on the bandwagon, none of us do because IT SUX! Look after yourself hunny, I hope AF leaves swiftly, she is a witch to do that to you xxxx
AAAHHHHH........the pathology lab never received my sample today so have to wait til tomorrow now! they are usually pretty good at getting results same day, and i specifically asked for it to be marked urgent
Saffy, i am so impressed by your will power not to poas...i'm so hopeless with them! well, just one more sleep for both of us now!
I did another hpt yesterday and the line was a bit darker, but part of me is thinking maybe i got a dodgey batch and they are all wrong!! I had the slightest tiny bit of brown discharge yesterday & today...just to further screw with my head!
...i think i can be officially put in the nuthouse now after this 2WW!!
Hey KMond....ya for PUPO!!! Hope the next 10 days are filled with lots of distracting things. I find the first week OK then the last few days dddrrraaaaggggg on. Keeping everything crossed for you yeah i had another bt today and happy to report that levels rising as normal. Am having another bt next thurs...another hurdle thats going to make time drag on! Am really trying to keep calm and positive this time, i keep reminding myself that every pregnancy is different and this time we have done a lot of different things so hopefully that equals different outcome!
Thanks so much Yogi. SO true that the 1st week seems vaguely bearable but the second week is a nightmare as you start examining every feeling in your body and questioning every pain, niggle, visit to the loo wondering if those are the signs of a pregnant person. Aaaaahhh!
Fab news for you that your levels are rising as normal - yayyyyy!!!! Interesting to hear that you've done different things this time - what are the things that you've done differently?
I'm making it to a blood test without any bleeding!! 
GOOD LUCK TODAY Saffy 
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