Thanks for the uplifting vibes and general supportive banter, however today i got my AF so i guess its a BFN for me. To top the week off also, i just found out that a relative is pregnant, just to kick me when im down. I feel like throwing in the towel and living a hedonistic lifestyle travelling the world with hubby without the burden of children (i just think that, i dont mean it though). But right now i feel like the universe doesnt see me as a fit mother, im upset, angry and disappointed that somone in our family, who was first introduced to us at my wedding, is now pregnant whilst ive been trying since our wedding 3 years ago. But that's life, feels the whole world has bypassed me, people who never even wanted kids either and who werent even in a stable relationship. Life is not fair and never will be....but reading your posts Yogi Bear, and seeing what you have gone through (17??!!) i guess my piddly little one attempt seems like nothing. But i really dont want to be on this IVF bandwagon, dont want to be a life-r on it. All the best girls, surely someone in this thread needs good news.....take care....B. x