Thank you KMond. I am pleased to report a few positives, even if they aren't of the pregnant variety! Firstly my DH excelled himself at doing and being and saying the right thing and being with me for the phone call (which was not easy yesterday) and we seemed to be able to connect over it; secondly my donor will donate again and thirdly, I just had a vey positive therapy session which helped me start to process the situation and helped me feel very, very cared for and proud of myself for the positive choices I made last night in my actions in relation to grief, failure and disappointment.

Not to say I'm not devastated, I am but I am so grateful that this is not the end of hope and so proud of myself for finding the positives.