Thank you Coral. I'm just so grateful for the support I'm getting and also very relieved that I don't have to go back to work until next week. I am able to find the positives today but working with babies in childcare can sometimes ratchet up the bitterness and envy for a little while after a loss. I do miss "my" babies and toddlers, though and feel like I abandoned them while I tried to have one that is actually mine! I'm surprised to find that I am looking forward to hugging them again soon, I've missed them coz I love them.

Anyway back on topic! for terry and Joy!