Thanks for the welcome and good luck vibes. Not sure if I even have my crazy pants on anymore... more like my sad pants. I just don't have a good feeling about this one (but as I said before, I'm the eternal pessimist, and I would love to be proven wrong).
My BT is on Friday 19th, but I've been having feelings this morning that it's going to be a BFN. It's more to do with what I'm NOT feeling, than what I am. Meaning... that I don't feel any different at all... no symptoms (just like every other cycle that's been a BFN). BB aren't sore, not feeling sick, which are two of the biggest things I associate with pregnancy. I did start feeling a little crampy this morning too, but I have no idea what it is (today is 11dpo). Obviously I don't want it to be AF cramps, but I just don't know anymore. I don't trust my body anymore. On 7dpo, which was 2 days after my day 5 transfer of a blastie, I had light pink spotting for about 24 hrs. I got a little bit excited because I thought it might be implantation bleeding. But I think that it could have been anything. The same thing happened the month before (spotting on 7dpo), but it lasted for 3 days that time. It ended up being a BFN that cycle. My fertility nurse had said the pink/red spotting last cycle was most likely left over follicular fluid, which she said is red. So I'm thinking that this cycle, it might have been the same thing, and not implantation bleeding at all. But because it only lasted for such a short time this time (1 day), it gave me hope for implantation bleeding. AAARRGGH.... I don't know.
Told DH my concerns this morning, but he's still trying to be positive. He's been convinced that this cycle is the one, and that it's going to end in a BFP, and it will break my heart if I let him down.
Three more days to go until it's confirmed either way I guess.
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