LTTTC Two Week Wait - April - June 09

[dellydoo]

Seph - Ward One - Oh yes we are all here. I have 3 more exams one on Friday, one on Saturday and then another on Wednesday - blimmin' heck.

Saph - Oh honey - people just say ridiculous stuff but I always think before I started on this journey I would be saying the same stuff because most people genuinely don't have a clue and really can't until they have been here. My Mum, who I adore,has 5 healthy kids and keeps saying helpful things like, "I don't get it, I would just to look at your Dad and I would fall pregnant". Thanks for that. I just remind myself that one day I will have a baby and not care about any of it.

Meo and Wishes - welcome, strap on your crazy pants and get ready for the ride!

AFM - again managing to avoid studying as went out to dinner at DP's sisters - she made Mexican and let's just say I ate a lot of beans and I have apologised to DP in advance.
Much love and to those testing tomorrow sleep well
Delly

[dellydoo]

Good luck to those testing today - I am hoping for great news!
hugs and happy Tuesday
Delly

[Persephone1]

Good luck to those testing today - I am hoping for great news!
hugs and happy Tuesday

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[infinity]

MsPink, I'm so sorry about your BFN. Hope you are doing ok.

Saph - Congratulations!! I am so happy for you. I'm sorry about the added stress for you but I have faith that it will all work out great for you. Fingers crossed for great levels tomorrow, a bit of progesterone support is probably all you needed.

Lots of TWWaiters at the moment - good luck and sticky vibes to Dellydoo, Persephone, Meo, Juniper, wavegirl & wishes (and anyone else I forgot). Hoping you all get your BFP's.

AFM - BT yesterday confirmed BFN.

[dellydoo]

Oh Infinity - I am so sorry. i hope you are back in the TWW soon with a BFP at the end of it.
Hugs
Delly

[wavegirl]

Just woke up to your news Saph. Thats awesome !!!!!
I'm up early, can't sleep. Jeese, i wonder why?
Good luck today Juniper. Will be thinking of you. x

[wavegirl]

Delly, when do you test???

My heart goes out to the girls with the bfn. I'm truely sorry. xo

[wishes]

Thanks for the welcome and good luck vibes. Not sure if I even have my crazy pants on anymore... more like my sad pants. I just don't have a good feeling about this one (but as I said before, I'm the eternal pessimist, and I would love to be proven wrong).

My BT is on Friday 19th, but I've been having feelings this morning that it's going to be a BFN. It's more to do with what I'm NOT feeling, than what I am. Meaning... that I don't feel any different at all... no symptoms (just like every other cycle that's been a BFN). BB aren't sore, not feeling sick, which are two of the biggest things I associate with pregnancy. I did start feeling a little crampy this morning too, but I have no idea what it is (today is 11dpo). Obviously I don't want it to be AF cramps, but I just don't know anymore. I don't trust my body anymore. On 7dpo, which was 2 days after my day 5 transfer of a blastie, I had light pink spotting for about 24 hrs. I got a little bit excited because I thought it might be implantation bleeding. But I think that it could have been anything. The same thing happened the month before (spotting on 7dpo), but it lasted for 3 days that time. It ended up being a BFN that cycle. My fertility nurse had said the pink/red spotting last cycle was most likely left over follicular fluid, which she said is red. So I'm thinking that this cycle, it might have been the same thing, and not implantation bleeding at all. But because it only lasted for such a short time this time (1 day), it gave me hope for implantation bleeding. AAARRGGH.... I don't know.

Told DH my concerns this morning, but he's still trying to be positive. He's been convinced that this cycle is the one, and that it's going to end in a BFP, and it will break my heart if I let him down.

Three more days to go until it's confirmed either way I guess.

Wishes xoxo

[dellydoo]

Wishes - honey it's so easy to get disheartened at this time but you cannot look at this as letting your DH down - you have enough pressure without taking on all that assumed guilt to. Buck up little camper.
Wavegirl - I test on Saturday (I need to wait until after exams or I will be a basket case)
Hugs
Delly