Hi Bel,
Glad to hear all is well, keep up your positive affirmations, I so hope you get you BFP tomorrow.
I am doing ok today, temps were great this morning! Feeling positive. I have printed out a big sign in blue (because even though I would be happy with just a BFP too, DH would like a boy first, and I might as well ask God for that at the same time I am praying for my BFP, hence it is blue), with
BFP!
21.08.08
and hung it on the wall next to my desk. No one in the office knows the lingo, though they are all aware of my situation and know the BT date. One thing I have enjoyed lately while I have been meticulously going through every thread on BB looking for ideas, is seeing others who have only a few months ago had very similar discussions as ourselves. They have stressed and feared and hoped. What is great is that BB uses the most recent signature, so while months ago they were saying the same things, their signatures now say BFP!!! They made it, so can you. It happened for them, it will happen for you.
I envy you that you will have your answer tomorrow, the next 8 days seem like forever. Patience is not one of my virtues either. Seems like everyday I have a new issue to stress about. Have been thinking about my embryos, the 2 onboard were only 5 cell the morning of Day 3, with moderate fragmentation. I asked FS on the day of ET whether I have an issue with embryo quality, he said that they couldn't tell as these were from the one batch where I had some OHSS, which can effect embroy quality, and we wouldn't know until we did another stim cycle and picked my less eggs (last time 21 eggs). I am so glad I have been so totally super heathly with my diet (no alchohol, caffeiene, dairy, white flour, sugars, and have been eating hormone free protein and organic fruit and veg) and have been on supplements, anit oxidants, Sharkey's herbal formula and Woman Esssence, yikes, I must be virgin pure inside. This might be overdoing it. I have been acting the martyr at home every night so much so yesterday DH chucked out three half tubs of connisseur icecream he had been enjoying. If this month is not the month, I have gotten him to agree to kick his sweet tooth and eat better, as I will need his services again for another stim cycle.
It is hard to not plan ahead and to stay positive about this cycle. I guess it is more self preservation than anything. 8 days and counting...
As you can see, work is quite at the moment, too much time on my hands which isn't helping, will sign off now and get back to work. Hugs
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