Leabie - how's your relaxed, not a care in the world, cycle going? Any more POAS?
BJ81 - still hating that crinone gel? Hope you're well.
Sharee - wondering how you're going as you said you were loopy after only four days! Moving steadily toward insane?
WB - thinking of you and hope you're feeling good.
Last and by no means least, FGS. How are you sweet thing? I want to wish you peace and happiness for tomorrow. I'm still praying for you gorgeous and am hoping for some good news.
Have a great weekend to you all! Go out and have some fun!
Just a quick post, popping in to see how everyone is hangin in there.
FGS - will be watching to see how you went, have everything crossed for you!
AFM - well, I'm out. The witch arrived yesterday morning. Pretty bummed, haven't shed any tears yet, but I can feel them brewing. Today topped it off, a friend came round and I found out she's 20 weeks pg. So happy for her, she'd had 2 m/c's last year, but it always hits hard, doesn't it? Sorry for being a downer. Will snap out of it soon!
The rest of you ladies still here, sending a big for you all! Hope to not see any of you here when I'm back next month! Bring on those BFPs. Thanks for all your support.
Thanks for all your lovely well-wishes. Means so much to me!
Well, I didn't make it to BT this morning because AF came... Leabie... yes... the WITCH indeed. I was pretty cut up this morning, even though I knew that this was the result I was expecting. Went to the Adelaide Central Markets to do my grocery shopping this morning - pg women and happy couples pushing their bugaboo prams EVERYWHERE... I thought I was sensitive before... but O.M.G... today, I fel PHYSICAL pain everytime I saw a pram.. it absolutely killed me.
Feeling a little more optimistic tonight though - have my follow up appt with my FS scheduled for Monday the 15th Feb... really want that over with. I want to know what happened.. I really do... I am so worried that out of 6 embryos... I have nothing... am I wasting $$ to try again? Anyone have any advice? Stories?? It's so scary this unknown...
Anyway.. thanks again for all your support... definitely feeling the love!
THERE HAS TO BE SOME POSITIVES THIS MONTH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Fingers X'd for ALL of you... xx
FGS, Honey, I'm so sorry XXX You have gone through a very stressfull Stim cycle and the TWW can be a long one, if you know things have not worked.
Darling we are here for you any time.
GIve yourself a few days to process your last month, take it easy, and then have a chat to DH about what you would like to do next XXXXX
I hope you are ok XX
FGS & Leabie - I'm so sorry No matter how prepared we think we are it's always hard when it's 100% confirmed.
FGS I know how you are feeling about wanting to know where to go from here...we are in kind of the same situation if this one hasn't worked either, over $2500 out of pocket for one shot! It's just crazy!
But honey this is your 1st go (I know that doesn't make it easier) and for your FS its a bit of a learning curve too, getting to know what will and won't work for you. Ask him lots of questions, tell him your fears and I'm sure that he will be able to come up with a new strategy. Just don't give up. You are both young and it IS going to happen for you ok xxx
Sharee - How are you going??
AFM - I was an idiot! and POAS yesterday afternoon BFN So I'm feeling pretty down even though it could still be too soon and I so shouldn't have done it in the arvo. AF still shows no sign whatsoever of arriving though....no spotting, no AF type cramps?? I still have pretty bad breakouts on my chin, my BB's are still a bit bigger than normal but are not tender at all anymore and I noticed some big blue veins that I don't usually have. I'm so confused! One should think that if my body was showing pg symptoms then there should be enough hormone in my body to show up on a HPT. So I'm gonna POAS again tomorrow and then on Wed before my BT......if AF hasn't shown up by then. AAAARRRRGGGGHHHH!!!
So I POAS again this morning, another . So I'm 99.9% sure that it's all over for me......again. I'm gutted to say the least and feel like someone just hollowed out my chest. Now I'm off to work and have to pretend to be polite and happy to people all day and have my boss rub her big pregnant belly in my face all day!
Oh BJ - bugger, but you might have a late implanter?
FGS and Leabie-big hugs, this sucks.
AFM-all over for me. AF came last night early and with a vengence. Had my meltdown and now I am looking forward to next month. I figure every failed attempt is one closer to the one that will bring me my baby.
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