Leabie - how's your relaxed, not a care in the world, cycle going? Any more POAS?
BJ81 - still hating that crinone gel? Hope you're well.
Sharee - wondering how you're going as you said you were loopy after only four days! Moving steadily toward insane?
WB - thinking of you and hope you're feeling good.
Last and by no means least, FGS. How are you sweet thing? I want to wish you peace and happiness for tomorrow. I'm still praying for you gorgeous and am hoping for some good news.
Have a great weekend to you all! Go out and have some fun!
Just a quick post, popping in to see how everyone is hangin in there.
FGS - will be watching to see how you went, have everything crossed for you!
AFM - well, I'm out. The witch arrived yesterday morning. Pretty bummed, haven't shed any tears yet, but I can feel them brewing. Today topped it off, a friend came round and I found out she's 20 weeks pg. So happy for her, she'd had 2 m/c's last year, but it always hits hard, doesn't it? Sorry for being a downer. Will snap out of it soon!
The rest of you ladies still here, sending a big for you all! Hope to not see any of you here when I'm back next month! Bring on those BFPs. Thanks for all your support.
Thanks for all your lovely well-wishes. Means so much to me!
Well, I didn't make it to BT this morning because AF came... Leabie... yes... the WITCH indeed. I was pretty cut up this morning, even though I knew that this was the result I was expecting. Went to the Adelaide Central Markets to do my grocery shopping this morning - pg women and happy couples pushing their bugaboo prams EVERYWHERE... I thought I was sensitive before... but O.M.G... today, I fel PHYSICAL pain everytime I saw a pram.. it absolutely killed me.
Feeling a little more optimistic tonight though - have my follow up appt with my FS scheduled for Monday the 15th Feb... really want that over with. I want to know what happened.. I really do... I am so worried that out of 6 embryos... I have nothing... am I wasting $$ to try again? Anyone have any advice? Stories?? It's so scary this unknown...
Anyway.. thanks again for all your support... definitely feeling the love!
THERE HAS TO BE SOME POSITIVES THIS MONTH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Fingers X'd for ALL of you... xx
FGS, Honey, I'm so sorry XXX You have gone through a very stressfull Stim cycle and the TWW can be a long one, if you know things have not worked.
Darling we are here for you any time.
GIve yourself a few days to process your last month, take it easy, and then have a chat to DH about what you would like to do next XXXXX
I hope you are ok XX
FGS & Leabie - I'm so sorry No matter how prepared we think we are it's always hard when it's 100% confirmed.
FGS I know how you are feeling about wanting to know where to go from here...we are in kind of the same situation if this one hasn't worked either, over $2500 out of pocket for one shot! It's just crazy!
But honey this is your 1st go (I know that doesn't make it easier) and for your FS its a bit of a learning curve too, getting to know what will and won't work for you. Ask him lots of questions, tell him your fears and I'm sure that he will be able to come up with a new strategy. Just don't give up. You are both young and it IS going to happen for you ok xxx
Sharee - How are you going??
AFM - I was an idiot! and POAS yesterday afternoon BFN So I'm feeling pretty down even though it could still be too soon and I so shouldn't have done it in the arvo. AF still shows no sign whatsoever of arriving though....no spotting, no AF type cramps?? I still have pretty bad breakouts on my chin, my BB's are still a bit bigger than normal but are not tender at all anymore and I noticed some big blue veins that I don't usually have. I'm so confused! One should think that if my body was showing pg symptoms then there should be enough hormone in my body to show up on a HPT. So I'm gonna POAS again tomorrow and then on Wed before my BT......if AF hasn't shown up by then. AAAARRRRGGGGHHHH!!!
So I POAS again this morning, another . So I'm 99.9% sure that it's all over for me......again. I'm gutted to say the least and feel like someone just hollowed out my chest. Now I'm off to work and have to pretend to be polite and happy to people all day and have my boss rub her big pregnant belly in my face all day!
Oh BJ - bugger, but you might have a late implanter?
FGS and Leabie-big hugs, this sucks.
AFM-all over for me. AF came last night early and with a vengence. Had my meltdown and now I am looking forward to next month. I figure every failed attempt is one closer to the one that will bring me my baby.
BJ... I am so sorry hun... I know EXACTLY how you feel with the work situation... I had to work my whole cycle and 2ww... and there are THREE heavily pg women that I work very closely with - and the day I started spotting I found out one of my direct reports is 5 wks pg. FML!!!!!!!!!!!!!
It's reaaaaaaaaaally hard to concentrate during the 2ww... but, now that it's over- regardless of the result - I am feeling so, so, sooo much better. I feel like I can look at things clearly now... like before my mind was so hazy... It's so hard to explain...
Leabie - how you doing hun?
Sharee- you're so amazingly positive!!! but life has to go on doesnt it....
Sharee - I'm so sorry honey, but your attitude is so amazing! I wish I had your positivity.
Thanks for all your kind thoughts and hopes ladies but I'm out
I asked if i could just go and have my BT today and got the call a few hours ago that it is definitely a BFN. Even though I kind of knew, it has hit me like a ton of bricks. This is my 3rd fail and I am starting to lose faith. I just can't pull myself together tonight, sorry to be a downer. I'll talk to you all soon. Thanks again for all your support. You are all amazing!
B xxx
This is so not the way I wanted to start this post but here goes Sharee, bj*81, Leabie, FGS So so so sorry to hear this is not the one for you strong lovely ladies wishing all of you the best next time around hang in there girls it will be your time soon.
AFM One week down and only 5 days to go I have been trying not to over analyize anything but I have had sore bb's on and off and have started suffering from insomnia going to bed real late after work and laying there for a couple hours before I fall asleep only to be awake by 7am oh and then being dead tired about 3 hours after waking up but I am trying to not get my hopes up trying to think positive and not think about it at the same time is kinda hard to do. Also been kinda emotional driving home from a friends place the other day I felt like crying for no apparent reason and then watched Deep Impact and bawled my eyes out through the whole thing even though I have seen that movie a hundred times or so.
Gosh, it's been forever since I've been on BB. Sometimes ater a couple of BFN you get disheartened and can't bear talking to anyone....
Sharee, bj*81, Leabie, FGS - I know exactly how you guys are feeling. I'm so sorry to hear about your BFN's. Here I am at 37 still hoping and praying. The emotional rollercoaster never seems to get any easier. We moved into a new area last July and are surrounded by a whole network of new people asking "shouldn't you too get cracking on babymaking???" Well yes, but it's none of your business what's going on!!!
Well I am on the dreaded TWW. This is my last frozen Blastie from my sim cycle. If this doesn't work I have to go back for another laproscopy to clean out my endo - which I HATE and dread!!! The recovery is shocking.
Get a load of my weird symptoms :
7dpo - massive, sore boobies, massive stomach, literally 4 or 5 pink spots came out, and some twinging and cramping
8dpo - mild cramping (down legs) and severely sore lower back - boobs and stomach slightly deflated and much less sore, but still a little bit
9dpo - feels like I put my lower back out, so off to physio then major hot flushes with instant sweating for about 4 hours, and headache. Some pink discharge.
10dpo - mild cramping about twice a day, burping and grumbling tummy - cold coming on and shivering on and off. More discharge -normal colour.
11dpo -mild cramping twice a day, boobs and stomach same as 8dpo still (unchanged), burping now coupled with farting. Feels like I want to diarrhoea, but when I go to the toilet either nothing comes or it's very hard packed. Cold getting worse still with a few shivers. Even more discharge!!!
12dpo - (today) waiting to see......
What I have felt since 10dpo is similar to what I get with my normal periods. It was weird because I'd get a strange symptom one day only to have it back off the next day. And so they rear their heads then back off???
The witch is due on Sunday, so that will be telling for me. At the beginning of this week I was thinking WOW this could be the one!!! But now I just don't know. This is the point it gets difficult.
I'm praying that I don't have to have another god damn LAPROSCOPY!!! You feel so butchered afterwards, like they've cut half my organs out.....
I just had to post and offer you some support (I am not in the 2WW)! It is very quiet in here at the moment, isn't it? I have noticed some ladies from the Long Term TTC and Assisted Conception thread are in 2WW's although they are hanging in the comfort of that thread... Might be worth popping in and saying hello .
I hope you are doing well and that the 2WW is not driving you too insane - who am I kidding.... I bet it is!
Anyways, wishing you all the luck in the world and lots of and s!
Hi mindhugs, Im joining you today after having 1 x blasty transfered this morning. My BT will be Thursday 25th
Looks like we might not be in here together long though - I so hope you get a BFP hun, STAY AWAY AF! for you.
Thats correct I believe some of the others wanted to stay in the comfort of the LT TTC and AC. I think they feel they are not aloud to post in both threads. But I believe you can, just can't repeat posts - is that correct?
Hope all goes well for you xo
I have 4 other embryos that are still going well and if they get to blasty stage they will be frozen which I am really hoping for because last time we didnt get any to freeze, FX!
Hello hello, anyone there??
Nup just me on my lonesome. 3.5dp 5dt and feeling like its all over already. Stupidly did POAS this morning and it was BFN. But the worst thing is I have a headache and that is usually a very bad sign for me. Arrhh how the TWW is so horrible
for you all! Hope to not see any of you here when I'm back next month! Bring on those BFPs. Thanks for all your support.
No matter how prepared we think we are it's always hard when it's 100% confirmed. 
. So I'm 99.9% sure that it's all over for me......again. I'm gutted to say the least and feel like someone just hollowed out my chest. Now I'm off to work and have to pretend to be polite and happy to people all day and have my boss rub her big pregnant belly in my face all day!
One more step closer. 
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in the world and lots of 
and 
s! 
Arrhh how the TWW is so horrible
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